Why is everything going bad for me?

First get dumped, found out the girl i love more than anything was with some dude while we broke up a week, grades are being destroyed, got scammed, my gold is being used to repay someone else who got scammed, and my parents hate me. Why the fuck is everything going so bad for me? why the fuck is everything going so bad. This isnt fair and i havent done shit to deserve this. Im not even about killing myself but fuck man for once i just wish this shit would dead ass end. (dont worry im not suicidal) Just why the fuck does this happen to me? I give shit my all but in the end its never fucking good enough. idk wtf to do anymore man. I dont even know where to begin or where to fucking end. This is all shit and im just so stressed

 

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Sorry to hear it didn't work out with your ex. Maybe try looking at it in a different perspective. The gold repaid to the other person at least probably benefited them in some way. Had you boughten your plane ticket wouldn't it just have been a waste since you are no longer with her? You would probably even be more upset that you spent that money on her. Why do your parents hate you? You should take some time for yourself. Stop focusing on your ex and get those grades back up. Your grades are probably suffering because you can't get her off your mind.

 

I had a similar experience when I was younger (although - although the scam part early on showed there was scum in this world from my previously sheltered life.)

You broke up for a reason - no matter what it is, it's not something that you can just look over, but something you should work on improving (whether it is knowing your partner or yourself)
You are probably young - 900m RS3 is less then a days work if you do well in school (think of it as a lesson learned, some people out there have no morals or are simply are terrible people that probably don't have a functional social life/upbringing.

Now then:
Now that you have no girlfriend to worry about, focus on what the fuck you want to do with your life. Being single is something you don't realize is a blessing until after a few clingy relationships - first time stings the worse but become someone that everyone wants to be with. There's a lot of fish in the sea, don't need to pick one now.
Don't give up on yourself - work out what is wrong in your life, don't run from your problems and face them.
Being scammed: well now you will remember next time, being more cautious about people is just something that you eventually learn, even those in real life may someday stab you in the back.

 

Being scammed hurts man, lost 200m EOC before i even brought gold (Flipped it)

Trust me, i was depressed af about a year and a bit ago, everything was shit, i actually hated myself... thought i was a faggot, and would get angry easy.

Time heals, Right now my life is the best it has been.

I would advice, fuck everyone else, focus on school, when i was feeling shit, i legit got to the point where i would play games non stop.

Best advice I can give you, maybe swap classes, see if you get a new teacher new motivation, ask your school teachers that you are having problems, and you don't want to speak to your parents.

If you have a half decent school, you could always see school councillor.

If you need any help, just add me on skype "Fivebots"

 

Shit has been going all wrong for me since 2016.. getting scammed and fucked over by people all day..

 

Shit happens, you just have to not let it get to you. If you think life sucks/you're unlucky/etc, thats exactly what you're going to get

You need to try to keep a positive mental attitude. Attempt to be happy, focus on what your good at, also your dreams and goals. It will be extremely difficult at first, but eventually you become happier/more successful without even trying or "faking it".

Find some quality role models. Someone (multiple ppl are even better) who is alive and emulates what you want to become.

Finally find what drugs work for you, in the long term. A bowl before bed or a few beers after work is socially/medically acceptable place to start. Be careful not to become dependent. Good luck man. Dont forget to try everyday to think better thoughts/have a better outlook on life. If you do, shit will work itself out.

 

Idunno if this is even gunna help or not. But if you seriously think your parents hate you, move out and cut them outta your life for a couple months. If they make contact with you and inquire about your well being they obviously dont hate you and they will inquire as to why you cut them out and just explain the way the made you feel. They will most certainly realize your not kidding after the lengths you went through and they will rectify it. Now on the other hand If they are self centered or actually do hate you which i highly doubt then they may not ever make contact but yeah. I'd say try it.

Source: my parents put way to much stress on me and my life to overachiev and be something I didn't want for years so I deleted my Facebook and moved 2000 km away. After 3 months my mom called and was like so are you still alive? And we talked. Told them I was doing my own thing. They got it. My relationship with my parents has never been better.

 

Man up. Get over it. Why would you be blessed with more if you're not thankful for what you already have.