usd's Pardon

[user usd]

• Your profile link:

http://www.sythe.org/members/usd.477391/

• Report/post/reason that got you banned:

http://www.sythe.org/threads/usd/

• Proof of contacting victims for repayment or repayment of victims:

No victims

• Anything you weren't banned for but want to confess to now:

Nothing I can remember of, so nothing really.

• Detailed description of the events that took place and why you think we should forgive you:

So let's start.
I suppose it was yousuckv2 or something posted a thread about me where I did "blackhat" activities years ago (2 to be more accurate).
I simply made the mistake of joining HF which led to everything, I tried a lot of things but I never "targeted" anyone or even hacked anyone, I spent dozens of dollars on software (which to start off, isn't illegal) just to try out, after hours of playing with it I'd leave it.
For example, phishing I'd just make my own page and see if it works, then just leave it there, I NEVER shared it to anyone, I never tried to get anyone with it nor succeed because as said I never tried.
And it goes for everything else, I tried it, and then I just leave it.
I've been on sythe for a few months now and I've never scammed anyone, nor botted any services unlike many other people and I've been trusted with accounts that are worth hundreds of dollars and c0ngs can vouch for this.
I cringe that I think about I did but it was years ago, I'm a completely new person and even in the skype chat I never talked about it expect today because of that report because people were commentating on it and I said as for the following images, this happened ( http://imgur.com/a/SZRBr , http://i.imgur.com/yboRxG5.png )
And as you can see again, I only tried stuff on myself and I just leave it.
As of now, Sythe is my only source of income and I was looking to expand more services as my vouches were also growing so the only reason I want to use sythe is to make money and make friends and I've just met soo many people that helped me in a lot of things, I don't want to associate with anything I said below and if this gets denied I just don't know where to go, I have no-where else to make money and I'm up to committing 100% to this.
It's been months if not years since everything happened, I haven't associated with any "blackhat actitivies (considering I never did this to anyone, I wouldn't even consider blackhat activities) nor been on HF for years.
I'm sorry if this thread is messy and this description that I just gave is messy but I'm literally panicking right now and again I've been trusted with hundreds of dollars and never did anything wrong, never trid any kind of blackhat activities to anyone in here and I just want to come back, I hope you understand how much I need this.

• Did you fully read and follow this sticky thread in the pardon section?:

Yes

 

[Brendan]

Why didn't you pardon on your previous accounts? You're not showing a lot of remorse for your blackhat activities either, which is the whole point of this system.

 

[user usd]

I am feeling remorse for my blackhat activities, even more right now because of my ban.
But I never really hurt anyone with it which is why I don't feel A LOT of remorse, if I did hurt anybody and realized now I'd understand how much a scumbag I was.
I deeply regret what I did now and now that I look at the posts I also cringe, but I was just messing around and leaving it a few days after, I didn't stick around with it and tried to hurt people with it.

 

[user usd]

Also Brendan, for the time that I have been here on Sythe I have not practiced nor talked about any kind of blackhat activities and my activity here on sythe has been positive, and many people can vouch for that.
If I could go back in time, I would definitely not done that now that I realize how stupid that was, and as I said this is my only source of income so I would do anything I can to get back on Sythe and start with my services again, I think these months here and not a single report/dispute has shown how much I changed.

 

http://www.sythe.org/threads/physcaw-market-fraud-and-blackhat/ - RATs, ewhoring, phishing
http://www.sythe.org/threads/stronkestsolek/ - ban evading
http://www.sythe.org/members/thehiddensoul.436393/ - ban evading

"A lot of posts he mentions specific RSPS player targets"

Might want to reword what you're saying

 

[user usd]

I actually don't remember why I made those accounts, I think it on was to sell some VPS but never ended up doing it.
And as I see the posts I made, holy hell I cringe.
I did indeed try stuff but never got anyone BECAUSE I never spread it or whatever it's called.
And for the 'specific RSPS targets' I never hacked anyone because else I'd get banned on Ikov.
I'm on phone so sorry if there's any grammar mistake, I'll look over it in a few hrs

 

[user usd]

(to mods) - I was replying with my phone earlier today when I had barely woke up and just as it was loading my phone shut down so I am re-typing all of this.

Dunworry, mostly of this post was talking about the link you just provided me, I experimented around with it but never targeted nor hacked anyone.
I ONLY tried it on myself and you also know when we talked on Skype that it was only against me, NEVER against anyone else.
But yes, I deeply regret any of my activities prior to joining Sythe and if I could go back in the time I wouldn't definitely touched it, I thought I was causing no harm but all the harm that was caused was to myself.
And as for those accounts, I think I made them to sell a VPS back then when I found a good company that had some kind of reseller program but then again, I never stick around with it and think I only sold a copy or two.

 

[user usd]

I also forgot to add that since I've started my skilling services I have been trusted with hundreds of dollars as well as being trusted with amazing accounts from c0ngs but this I had already mentioned.
(Skorp trusted me $100 when I was trading for him) (Did services for someone when I started out, he went first but he's banned now) (and did some misc orders).
Could say that I got trusted with "a lot" of money because it is for me and to this day there's not a single complaint about my services.

 

[Time To Buy]

No support this time around, but I might support next time if you continue to build your trust while banned on Sythe.

 

[S]

No support.

 

[Brendan]

No support this time around, but I might support next time if you continue to build your trust while banned on Sythe.

Same as TTB, at least not this time.

 

[n4n0]

No support, maybe next time.

 

5th no support. Please stay on the straight and narrow as this can only help to serve you well if you choose to submit a pardon in 6 months.