Tired

i dont have girl friend
i dont have real friends for sharing
only in this sythe maybe I can share other than facebook, facebook friends will respond if from among the rich or among the popular, why do I not have a girlfriend seven years ago I had five female friends. because all caught and hurt, I chose to go, and after I moved my city rarely communicate with others, friend or mate, 7 years I worked in different places. in my family in less preferred for whatever reason, but only my care in the family from start to unite the family to regroup, before my mom and dad almost divorced but I forbid to both and not divorced until now. among family only my father who really understand me ,,, few years ago I was always with him either in employment or travel, until my father was my match with some women the choice, they are pretty and nice but I do not like arranged marriage at the time, until when I do not have my father's work began to be disappointed and we started to not get along, and we started to not greet each other, in my heart, I will prove that I will be successful and have a girlfriend of my choice, a few months ago my birthday: the time only to the mother, I give gratitude and apologies, I did not talk at all with my father,one day after my birthday, my father left this world, then I just stared at my father lying in a chair without moving, I could not talk a word,, it all makes my feelings crushed,, because only my father who understands about I, and now dad's gone, until now I only silence in the room.

 

Wow, that was deep. I'm not sure if you tried to make it seem like a poem but the ending of your message gave me the chills. I'm sorry you have to go through that each day, just be grateful of the memories you had with him and never forget him.

 

Moved to personal support

 

Oh Thanks Jack, u good person thanks

 

all i can say is live the life your father would be proud of, if you live a happy life he is proud

 

Hey big Orange!
thanks for sharing your feelings and experiences with us.
I'm sorry to hear that you've had such a traumatic experience, I'm sure other users here on Sythe can relate in some ways. Please remember you are not alone and life will continue to give all of us challenges which we will fight which allows us to become stronger people.

Don't give up the good fight, the support channels are there when you need them, it's just finding the one that works for you.

If you ever need a talk or advice I'll offer you my support when you need it, as I'm sure many others will too.

Kindest Regards.

 

thanks man ...