i have a addiction to rebeling

this might sound rediculous. but i seem to be addicted to anything that is illigal and such. i shoplift, car hop, smoke weed, fight, vandalize. and i have no idea why i do it most of the time. it actually started off when i played runescape and POH's came out. i found that you can do the house glitch. for some reason it made my heart beat and made me feel like i had won a lottery or something. after it was patched i thought it was so easy to get stuff like that so i stole about 5 ipods and sold them. i started smoking weed with my friends and using my money from me stealing stuff to supply most of the weed. sometimes i steal not for the money but for the thrill.

anyways, any ideas why this makes me feel so good. please tell me your suggestions.

EDIT: people are saying that i should be doing other things for thrill. i am involved in snowboarding, skateboarding, BMX so i get a lot adrenaline out of that

 

I was intrigued when you said you steal sometimes for the "thrill". You may have kleptomania, a mental disorder which compels people to steal things. You may also have OCD. I'm not going to limit it to those two things however. I recommend seek help if you can't honestly stop.

 

Ye you either need help, or you want attention or you might just want to feel special idk.

I don't break laws irl anyways just small stuff. I like bug abuse in rs though.

 

Almost every teen is rebellious.

 

i dont think i need help i do like to do these things i dont know why i like it so much though.

 

Get a nice videogame to play..

Or join a sport to keep you outa trouble.

 

It's not an issue.
Or a disease
Don't listen to that crap.
It's your lifestyle and many others.
I do all the above (except car hop, but I replace that with LSD, shrooms, and xtc).
You can think its a disease and blame it on that, but in the end. It's who you are and you enjoy doing it.

 

Then almost every teen is an idiot.

Personally, I'd rather follow the law and get a good job. Its better pay, and it means I don't get a record or spend time in prison with Cruel ass-raping me 24/7.

 

well, as you say you get a thrill, thats ofc why you keep doing it. and i know, from own expirience that a job will not cure it. tried that, it payed for hash and booze tho. Dr phil would prolly say you dont get enough attention for your parent or something i dont know. dont know why im posting this, guess my fingers are itchy

 

Go to rehab, Join the Army cadets. It should teach you some disipline and they go on camps every weekend.

 

Exactly.

 

Your parents hate it when you get raped by huge black penises.

 

haha you have no idea man
Illegal things make so much money so much faster than legal things..

 

Take Blizzard, the creators of World of Warcraft. They probably earn millions each day from World of Warcraft alone. Microsoft moreso. Bill Gates was smart, and most likely the creators of Blizzard, but many of the worlds most genius minds are school drop-outs. These people earn fucking millions.

Now, I would prefer to give my life my best shot rather than earning a petty $250 a week from other people's earnings. Sure, I might fail, but thats a risk we all take. You just have a lot more to lose, and a guilty conscience on top.

 

i never feel guilt either i am paranoid sometimes but that doesn't stop me

 

One day when you try to rob someone, such as a guy on a bike, one day, they will whip out a knife and slash you across the face, leaving you lieing on the street with a pool of blood around you, with a scar to compensate.

Stop trying to be hard you fucking piece of shit.

 

Your right, it's not a disease, it's a psychology disorder. Everyone has them, and they do exist. Is there anything wrong with living with them (all laws aside)? No, but if you want to change, such as the OP not liking his current state you need to seek professional help.

Talk to someone who has experience in the field of psychology, they can help you better.

 

Theres factories making chems or even regular drug cartels that can make that much trafficking..

 

how old are you? it could be a phase that your going through or you might just be a thrill seeker, like you said its not when ur get the money, or when u get stoned, but the moment before that gives u a rush

 

No idea why it makes you feel so good, might be worth going and talking to someone who might (like a psychiatrist).