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- Sythe Gold
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You Know,
This Might Be Easier If I Hadn't Started So Early,
I'd Have Better Luck At Becoming A Superstar Than Breaking This Addiction,
All My Life I've Abused People Around Me,
Just Because They Wanted To Help Me,
It's Time For A Change,
I Don't Want To Live Like This,
I Don't Want My Children To Grow Up Around This,
I Don't Want Them To Ask Why I Can't Play Football In September With Them,
Why I Can't Jump In The Autumn Leaves With Them,
I Don't Want To Hurt Them, I Don't Want To Hurt Her,
It's Not Even For Me Anymore, It's About Them, It's About Her,
Through It All She's Always Been There For Me,
When Everyone Else Had Given Up On Me She Was Still There,
She Has Been There For Me Since I Can Remember,
I'm Jealous To The Point Ov Insanity,
Or Maybe It's Just The Drugs Making Me Insane,
Either Way, It's A Flaw Ov Mine,
She Seems Flawless,
Or At Least To Me,
I've Got To Break This Addiction, I Can't Stand Seeing Her Cry Anymore,
I'm Tired Ov All The Hurt I'm Bringing Her,
This Is For Her,
I Know It's Going To Be Hell,
But It Can't Be Worse Than What She Goes Through.
She Deserves To See The Real Me,
Not The Drugged Up Paranoid Jealous Asshole That Everyone Thinks I Am,
I've Got To Make New Friends,
Find New Hobbies,
Find Another Me,
A Cleaner Me,
A Better Me,
I Don't Know Why She's Stayed With Me All This Time.
But You Can Bet Your Ass I'm Thankful,
She Deserves So Much Better Than I Could Ever Do For Her,
I Guess It's Just She's Afraid Ov What I'd Do,
I Can't Blame Her,
I Am Too,
She's My Everything,
Besides My Addiction,
I Need To Kill It Off For Her,
For My Children,
And For Her,
From This Day In Autumn,
And Until My Death, Whenever It Shall Be,
I'm Fighting This Addiction To The Death.
It's Either You,
Or Me,
You've Been My Best Friend For Many Years,
But There's A Saying,
Addictions,
Are Mortal,
They Will Pass When You Die,
Love,
Family,
Your Bloodline,
That's Forever,
That's What I'm Living For Now,
Viva La Familia,
Viva La Mi.
This Might Be Easier If I Hadn't Started So Early,
I'd Have Better Luck At Becoming A Superstar Than Breaking This Addiction,
All My Life I've Abused People Around Me,
Just Because They Wanted To Help Me,
It's Time For A Change,
I Don't Want To Live Like This,
I Don't Want My Children To Grow Up Around This,
I Don't Want Them To Ask Why I Can't Play Football In September With Them,
Why I Can't Jump In The Autumn Leaves With Them,
I Don't Want To Hurt Them, I Don't Want To Hurt Her,
It's Not Even For Me Anymore, It's About Them, It's About Her,
Through It All She's Always Been There For Me,
When Everyone Else Had Given Up On Me She Was Still There,
She Has Been There For Me Since I Can Remember,
I'm Jealous To The Point Ov Insanity,
Or Maybe It's Just The Drugs Making Me Insane,
Either Way, It's A Flaw Ov Mine,
She Seems Flawless,
Or At Least To Me,
I've Got To Break This Addiction, I Can't Stand Seeing Her Cry Anymore,
I'm Tired Ov All The Hurt I'm Bringing Her,
This Is For Her,
I Know It's Going To Be Hell,
But It Can't Be Worse Than What She Goes Through.
She Deserves To See The Real Me,
Not The Drugged Up Paranoid Jealous Asshole That Everyone Thinks I Am,
I've Got To Make New Friends,
Find New Hobbies,
Find Another Me,
A Cleaner Me,
A Better Me,
I Don't Know Why She's Stayed With Me All This Time.
But You Can Bet Your Ass I'm Thankful,
She Deserves So Much Better Than I Could Ever Do For Her,
I Guess It's Just She's Afraid Ov What I'd Do,
I Can't Blame Her,
I Am Too,
She's My Everything,
Besides My Addiction,
I Need To Kill It Off For Her,
For My Children,
And For Her,
From This Day In Autumn,
And Until My Death, Whenever It Shall Be,
I'm Fighting This Addiction To The Death.
It's Either You,
Or Me,
You've Been My Best Friend For Many Years,
But There's A Saying,
Addictions,
Are Mortal,
They Will Pass When You Die,
Love,
Family,
Your Bloodline,
That's Forever,
That's What I'm Living For Now,
Viva La Familia,
Viva La Mi.
