I'm lost. Need help

Ok guys so here goes my story. I have been through a lot and I hope I can get some help with my problems. Basically, the past few years have been really hard for me. I haven't really had a lot of friends and I have only had one girlfriend which was in preschool. I am 17 and almost about to graduate high school this summer with my diploma. I play runescape and I usually play it rather than go outside or do anything productive. I'm really shy and a introvert you could say. I talk really low and mumble my words because of my low self esteem and low self confidence. I feel really ugly and I guess thats why no girls like me. I can't talk to a girl for the life of me. If I do, I usually look down and talk really low. I feel really ugly because of people making fun of me. When I look in the mirror, I feel really unattractive. I have a bigger than normal size head, a flat nose with no point, small lips. I don't see anything good about me. I just need help and a way to build more confidence, self esteem. I hate my life atm.

 

Firstly, every human being is beautiful in his or her own special way. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

Second, if you think runescape is causing you to be even more introverted than you already are, I'd get rid of it. Simply sell your account, if not get it banned. You'll never grow out of your little bubble if you don't pop it. You need to force yourself into situations that are going to be awkward for you, but necesarry for you to grow.

If you'd like to talk anytime, just add my msn.

 

I bot now but I still feel alone because I have really no self confidence, self esteem. I guess its the reason I have no friends at all. I just want to not feel so alone and happy for once in my life. I also don't like what I see in the mirror. I don't find myself good looking or attractive at all.

 

You sound EXACTLY like a guy from my college, I am a pretty confident guy, what you need is a good night out.
I am sure you have atleast 1 friend, what you need to do is go out and have a drink, get drunk have a good time and meet some girls.
It's all a lot easier when your drunk, I took my friend from college out just so he could meet some girls.
I had to egg him on a bit before he would do things but eventually he was up, dancing and get numbers, he thanked me the day after.

I think that's what you need, it will boost your confidence and you will know that you can get the girls

If you don't have any friends then go out anyway, get leathered meet a girl
I am not a pro at boosting confidence and what not, but it worked for my firend, he is still quite shy, but I can see he is changing and getting more confident.
Give it a go

 

Everyone Has Tough points in life, you've had it for a while. and people understand that, but this is just a patch; what you need to do is stay off of runescape for a while, fix yourself up (as in shower, Get a new Doo, and maybe get some cologne), Then go and find people who you think would be cool to talk and hangout with, such as someone who you can relate to. making one friend will eventually lead you to make more friends! and if this doesn't work. (which I think it will) When you hit college it's a great time to change who you were and make new friends! pm me for any further tips, advice.
I'm not the greatest, but helping people is something that boosts your confidence.
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