Suicide

recently I've been contemplating on whether to kill myself or not, right now nothing is going my way, my friends have just turned against me, things at home aren't great, I can't concentrate in school, getting no work done. Everything is just going down hill. Tonight is the first time I've cried in years, at one point I was just staring at a wall wondering about my life, music was always my way of relaxing, it's not working anymore.. I don't want to kill myself, but at this point I feel like it's the only viable option. Please help.

 

Listen to music, do NOT kill yourself. Trust me, when I say this. I've had nights like this so many times and I promise you when I say this: You will feel better tomorrow. Take a shower, play loud music, get up and do something!

 

The obvious answer everyone will give you from here is "Do NOT Kill Yourself"

But really, what do we Sythe users know?

If you do not want to kill yourself and you feel like you need to cry out for help.
I strongly suggest talking to your parents, seek counselling. Do everything in your power to take these thoughts away.

You've got a long life to live, why waste it? You seem like you're still at school, life begins when you leave. The world is your oyster, make the most of it.

 

Dude, we all have bad moments in life, and the best thing to do is get help from somebody personally, you won't find comfort by getting pieces of advice through internet, talk it with the person you trust the most, if you feel you can not trust anybody (Like I've felt sometimes) Look out for some professional help and make the try to trust him/her, that is a more viable option that killing yourself. You may think that people will be better without you, but trust me, if you go you'll leave everyone you know, especially your family crying and sad :S

 

Having good friends is what will help you right now. Since you said your current friends turned against you, find some new ones.

Find out a few hobbies you like and go to meetups revolving that hobby. Like video games? Go find some lan parties. Like bands? Go to local shows and meet people.

Shit will eventually get better, trust me on that.

 

Things will get better. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Even if it doesn't seem like it now, you would be missed and it would make many people sad.

You should talk with professionals as well.
Call: 1-800-273-8255
It's the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline.

Also feel free to add my msn to talk at any time: [email protected]

 

Smoke some ganja and chill out for a while. If you don't want to kill yourself; don't. It's not your only option. All the people that piss you off fuck em. Let all those haters; hate. Live for you while you have time on earth. You got school and obviously have a goal to be something. Don't let anyone stand in the way of it. I hope everything works out for you.

 

i feel the same way as you and i recently came off an depression medcation overdose you may have depression like i do get checked out im not sayin it isnt worth killing yourself but people get impulsive when they feel the way we do when there really low i my life was going good for a couple months felt great then i fell back to being depressed you get threw it man pm me if ever need someone to talk to someone you dont know someone that wont judge you

 

1st of all, I hope this isnt a troll,
Because that would be fucked up,
But why you kill your self when you have a whole life to live,
Be rational, and someone here really shouldn't take to lightly to this, if someone knows him in real life they should report this, tbh.
No one wants a tragedy of a suicide, think rationally.

 

People get like this at some point in their life, just show people you are strong and try and get through it, think of it as an illness, you're sick for a while but you will eventually get better and all will be ok.

I noticed "Smoke da Ganj" in your sig, I highly recommend you stop smoking it as it can effect your decisions and make you do something very stupid.

The way to get past it is just occupying your time, you need to stop thinking about it, just go out for a jog or something and think about things while you're jogging, I find that takes the mind off things. Also the exercise will release endorphins which make you happy.

 

Think about how it would effect everyone in your life. I've seen suicide ruin an entire familys life. Please think about that...

 

The one thing you have to remember is that "Every action, has a reaction."
So listen to yourself, and ask, "Who else am I hurting."
The answer would be obviouse, friends, family, loved ones, etc...
Don't think of something like this.
It's bad for your health. You still have a whole life ahead of you.
Live it up and enjoy it. I've been through this 6 months ago after me and my girl broke up, I did a LOT of stupid stuff, if you want to talk, you can always PM me.
I'm willing to listen and exchange problems/stories etc...

Cheer up man!
The world is a much bigger place!

Russian

 

Don't kill yourself man, there's more to life than what your living now. Yes things may be bad now, and look not so promising, but always "keep your head up" and try to think of the good, not all the bad things that keep you down.

 

If you need someone to talk to for help, or would just like a friendly conversation monk65, don't hesitate to add my msn

[email protected]

Suicide isn't the answer bro.

 

I have some very personal experiences similar to this, mostly due to break ups and friendship betrayals (like when I was banned because of my friends actions) - made me lose faith in the world and there were many many nights where I cried myself to sleep.

But, today and now I feel better then ever - you will get through it man. Think of all the people who would miss you, think of everything you haven't yet done that your putting behind. When it comes down to it, I think at that last moment before you decide to do it, everything I'm saying will become clear.

Best of luck and if you wish to talk you can add my email.

 

Bro PM me on here when you can. I've had this feeling so many times and I think i'd be able to help you. If you don't feel comfortable about this then I understand. But if you do then it will be just between me and you nobody else will know

 

Listen to me dude first off add my MSN and were going to talk NOW because that is not the answer.

I had a friend he was allways a funny kid loved runescape loved games n shit, he was a good kid. He got his girlfriend pregnant before he went to the national guard. They named him Rex Colton. He is the cutest baby ever. Well just a few days ago he was on tiny chat with 5 people, and shot himself in the head with a 12 gage shotgun.

Now he was going thrue depression nothing was going his way, but if he had the chance again...he WOUDENT have done it and i know that for a fact dude. This is never the answer. Do not lose yourself and do that because think of the many many many people you'r going to hurt. Talk to someone let out your emotions and just start calming down. I'm Willing to talk day or nite add my MSN dude. You'r going to get thrue this.

 

Thank you everyone for offering your help and other things, but I am feeling better today, I think I was just at a really low point and found no way out. I will PM some of you if this comes up again, hopefully it won't.

I never knew their are so many good people on here. Thank you so much.

 

If anything, if you ever feel at an all time low, smoke some weed to bring you right back up,
Works every time, I promise

 

Sounds kind of funny, but it's true.
If you ever need someone to vent to, I'm free to PM anytime, man.

Another suggestion I have is to sing, even if you're the worst singer of all time. Turn the music up loud, and scream your lungs out to your favourite songs. It really helps.