I need help.

Hi my name is Marie Gjinko, I am a 23 year old who lives in a coastal town near Sydney. I am a socially awkward, slightly overweight, and naive "ugly duckling", I spends my days alone in my room listening to Abba music and dreaming of my wedding day. Slight problem,I have never had a date. In my home-town nobody even looked at me and I was so shy, I couldn't speak or look at a person. I was the target of ridicule by the more sophisticated and beautiful girls I considered my friends. I am also a perpetual daydreamer who yearns for a glamorous wedding and marriage to a man who will help elevate me from my personal limitations and free me from a tedious life dominated by my demanding and often psychologically abusive father Bill, a successful lawyer. Who lashes out at me and my brothers and sisters by saying we're all useless every opportunity he gets. My Brothers and Sisters are in their 20s and still live in my parent's house.


Then I decided to leave the town, to get a away from all the psychological issues I had and start a new life. I CHANGED MY NAME TO Melissa Heslop Gjinko. When I came to Sydney, I met a friend Rhonda who used to go to my high school and dropped out like me. She knew all the girls over their and knew how mean they were. She's carefree, hedonistic, the opposite of me. She changed my life by giving me ambitious to follow my dreams. Because of her I didn't listened to one ABBA song because my life was as good as an ABBA song especially dancing queen. But then Rhonda found out she had a cancerous tumor in her spine that left her crippled and bound to a chair. So I invited her to live with me in my apartment.

Everything was going good, until I saw this store that was selling wedding dresses. And since I was so obsessed with getting married, I said I NEED to try one on. I lied to the store owner saying I was getting married, and I looked so beautiful in one. I started going through every wedding store in Sydney trying on every kinds of wedding dresses. Until my Friend Rhonda saw me in a wedding store and came in. She just came at me and said what the hell are you doing here, and said are you getting married. I completely broke down. I said to her that I always wanted to get married and no one would marry me. But then I told her that I was a new person and I hated the old me and said I never wanted to go back to being that fat,useless, ugly person I used to be. So then I cried and cried with the wedding dress I tried on. Asking God why can't I be beautiful and get married. Why can't I be the one?

So I quit my job then I went to my apartment and went to my room, listening to ABBA songs. I isolated myself from the world. Rhonda went back to live with her mother because she couldn't pay the rent alone. So all alone without my best friend I decided to pull myself together. What should I do now? Should I go back to Rhonda and ask her to come back to Sydney?

Also if you guys are wondering why did I post this in a Runescape Cheat Website is because I used to play Runescape when I was younger and I knew this website.

 

For some reason, I don't think you are ugly. You are probably basing your judgement on what others have said. If you do that, you will always be miserable. I'm sure those "Beautiful girls" were often called sluts, but I'm sure they didn't let it get to them. Just keep going. You will find someone to marry you, and it wont take long. If you really feel bad about your current state-of-life, go to America, or Britan, or China. Go somewhere else, start new. Get a job, and work up the social ladders. Have fun with your friends that you will surely make, and meet new people. One of these new people will be your future husband, and you will live your life and have your wedding.

Good luck. Just give it your all, and you can do it.

 

Wow, very sad. Very good to see you get out of that town........
Go back to your best friend.

 

Yo dawg dont fuck with Rhonda.

 

You're such an idiot. She clearly said that they are friends....
Not Lesbians.....

 

I love Youuuu! you're beautiful! Looks don't matter, personality wins over most people. Go get Rhonda back you sexy duckling.

 

/headsmack >_<

If I were you, learning to socialize isn't difficult, it's just a learning process. If you push yourself to meet others, you will, it's simple. If you honestly think you are that putrid, then try a new look or style, talk to a hair dresser, makeup artist, or fashion designer. I hate to tell you, but you won't get the best responses here, although I understand you are looking for any help you can get. I would say talk to Rhonda, get here to come back to Sydney and begin to turn your life around, starting by getting your job back. Good luck

 

EVeryone is beutifull in their own way, And everyone has Another half you just have to keep looking. And if rhonda made your life that much greater then Ask her too come back.

 

You should just live life and think about all the good things. Things will come your way if you work hard and are true to yourself.

 

i didn't even read all of it tbh. it was to long.

but like Ben said, "Beautiful" girls, aren't really that beautiful without makeup on. and they're probably skanks.

 

You are an awesome person, could not read that much. You are a good person. All i can say