Apology for My Actions

It has been almost a long grinding year. I miss being able to post on a thread. Now I hope I can receive a pardon for my actions.

I would like to explain why my actions happened. As I got to be a longtime member on Sythe, I had a great gold business going on and I finally got to feel the feeling of overwhelming requests. People had trusted me and I intended on staying loyal for as long as I would stay in the Sythe community. My gold shop was blooming and I had made many great friends as well.

Why did I do something to jepordize and eventually got me permanently banned on sythe? While selling gold, I was very happy that I was earning some money so I could go out with a couple of friends and do what I enjoy, which is fishing and bowling. I thought nothing could go wrong, my reputation grew as I sold more gold and I was profitting from this! One day I had gotten a huge order of over $200, whether or not you think this is a big order, I certainly thought it was a huge amount of money. When I had the gold to sell to that person, I happily sold that money to that person. After selling it, the person had immediatly chargedback. I was shocked and freightened, I didn't know what was going on. I had always heard about chargebacks, but I never experienced them myself until then. I was angry, furious, confused, and in total awe. I contacted some of my friends from sythe and I even contacted the great gold seller at the time, Hamjamk. Before I asked, I had many other chargebacks to come. At one various point I had earned a negative amount. I asked Hamjamk what to do to avoid these chargebacks. He told me to only sell to high trusted members. When I sold to high trusted members (10 vouch+) they would as well chargeback $50+ on me. This was on multiple orders. I had almost began to give up and at that point I was in a -$400 on my paypal. I became FURIOUS and I had an instantaneous reaction to do the same.

Long behold, my paypal went back to the positive side and I sat down and thought about what I had done. I told myself this isn't a kind of person that has true morals. I was never taught to steal others money and the worst part was that I knew these were innocent customers that had sold gold to me and those were the people I chargedback. I couldn't stall the feeling of guilt in my stomach.

The next day I check sythe and I had saw a "report a scammer" on me and that point I knew I would get banned and my brain was torn apart. I kept telling myself in my head that this couldn't have happened. I knew that this was wrong and uncivil and unmoral but essentially I knew this wasn't me.

By rethinking my actions I had noticed the much wrong I had done. I would not only like to appoligise to the Sythe community because I was a foolish person who gave a bad reputation to the Sythe community members, but also to the people who I had scammed. I had probably re-claimed from about 4 or 5 sythe members and I feel awfully guilty. I would like to rejoin the sythe community and have a pardon. I will take a very different approach if I was to start anything on Sythe and no matter what would happen, even the most radical idea, I would not in any circumstance ever steal from an innocent member. Please consider, I feel I have fully learned my lesson the second I had commited the crime and I would just like to have a pardon now. Thanks, Vanmaster5

 

Hell to the no. I highly suggest this former member not be given another chance to troll, scam, and be a generic prick and nuisance.

 

No way Jose

 

This is my opinion as well.

No support.

 

I concur with the Current opinion put forward by the staff!