I'll skip the boring parts. Actually, these threads are always boring, so I blew that already. So yeah, bye and such. There's many things I want to say but they're probably against the rules and I'd rather not get into that.
Many people will be happy I'm gone, and others probably don't know who I am. I suppose it's appropriate to apologize to anyone if I have been a negative influence that has convinced you not to post on the forums or even make you ponder leaving.(Hope those people see this.)
I can't make up my mind anymore. If I'm nice and sensitive here, I get ignored, teased, or trolled. If I act the opposite, I get scolded and lectured. Some people say "it's the internet. deal with it" but that's precisely what made this place so unique in the past. I remember mentioning it in my introduction. My avatar is surprisingly an accurate representation of how I feel when coming on here each day, to what I feel like when I leave.
I may hang around here for a few more days, to see if some questions finally get answered. I now know why I never made any friends here, and I know it's not just my behavior in the past. I feel very upset right now since this is only half the story, but the other half is very unpleasant, and like I said "probably against the rules." Despite what people may think, I cared about this place so much, but that itself is sensitive and leaves me vulnerable to trolling.
Jeez, listen to me. I may as well draw my OC walking alone down a muddy road in the pouring rain just to add to the drama. So yeah, I'll cut it off there.
