Life's a shithole

I've basically gave up. I'm not writing much, but I'm seriously giving up. I'm giving up on sythe. I'm giving up on my life.

My girlfriend and I are having a hard time. My grandfather killed himself two days ago. This is the 6th person to die within the period of 6 months. I don't know what to do in my life now. My grandfather was the closest guy to me and he killed himself. I'm basically done.

Troll me if you want because I can't even reply, but I really need help.

If you can't tell, this is Aroxez.

 

You are just going through a rough patch, things will always get better. Try talking to someone about it (not on the internet), preferably a professional.

 

Everyone experiences loss and pain, but not everyone does in such rapid succession. I'm sorry man, I truly am. I can't change what happened, but I can tell you that time will heal it. Just stick with it. Do you have any really close friends? It's okay to hang out with them more, you need company. You need to know people still care for you. It's vital to anyone's well-being.

Trust me man, those that died would want you to keep on living, and living well.

 

I honestly wouldn't know how I would cope with the loss of 6 people in my life in 6 months. I'm not even going to begin to describe the amount of emotional turmoil you must be in.

I would highly advise you to not just talk to people, even on Sythe, but possibly consult a professional. You seem to have a severe for of 'adjustment disorder', or major depression. If seeing a therapist doesn't help you much, then medication may be required in order to balance your neurotransmitters which would be in dismay atm.

Don't ever give up.

 

"Things get darkest before dawn." Just remember that my friend.

 

I have no idea on the pain you must be feeling, but honestly, talk to someone you trust about it. I hope things start to turn around for you, best of luck.

 

Losing people is always a hard thing to go threw, especially multiple people in the same time frame.

I'd suggest just trying to fix things with your girlfriend, devote your life to fixing that (if you still want to that is).
Try to spend as much time as you can with your friends / family.
Always cherish the people you have and the people you love.
If you ever need someone to talk to, talk to your girlfriend.

When I feel like I'm missing my passed away family / friends I always write a letter to them and put it away to read a few months later.
It helps A LOT. It also helps you realize that you have got a bit better since the loss.

Time is the best medicine, let yourself heal and live your life to the fullest.

I wish you best of luck with your life and what you're going through. I hope you get through it!

R.I.P All of those we have lost over the years.

 

Life IS a shithole.. But, even at the worst point in your life, you're still better off than you would be if you were dead. Just think about that.

 

Life is a shithole if you make it a shithole.
You are going through a very, very hard time, but think of it.
If you would kill yourself, you are only dissapointing the people that love you, and care about you.
Work yourself back up, and think about the good things in life.
Getting professional help is recommended if you ever, seriously think about ending you're life.
Goodluck mate.

 

Tried.

I'm not going to commit suicide, lol. I just, I'm confused with my life and I just think sometimes all I need is to vent.

You could ask anyone of my friends IRL, I've always been the one guy with the "never give up attitude", but lately I guess my life has been changing. I've been pushing the people that I need away, and I just am confused. I've tried a professional, they don't do anything to help me. Sometimes it's just the people here on Sythe to be close to me.

Thanks.

Thank you very much.

I've tried to fix things with my girlfriend, but she just doesn't understand what I'm going through. She thinks it'll all be okay, and it won't be. Life gets worse by the second, and she doesn't understand that.

I've tried to spend a lot of time lately with the people I love, especially friends that can help me, but all my friends have been backstabbing me for no reason and I'm just curious to why that is. I'm just having really bad mixed emotions lately, and that's sort of why I was temp. banned because I'll just go crazy on someone.

Thanks very much, Lyn.

I guess I've never thought about it at a different perspective.

I just, I want to go away so I can forget about everything. I don't want to end my life, I've just gone through a rough childhood and every thing that I've ever accomplished is going down the drain.

 

At this stage, I'd suggest you talk with a professional. If you decide not to, here's what I suggest:

- Talk to your family, they must be going through a hard time as well.
- Take a vacation! You've mentioned that you want to get away.
- Instead of thinking that everything is getting worse by the second, think of it as though each worsening is a step towards getting better. In actuality, this is true (believe that it is).

 

The night is always darkest before the dawn. Tuff it out and its all pay off in the end. If you ever wanna talk message =) Also dont even think of suicide its a permanent solution to temporary problem. Im always available on msn or on sythe and well talk =)

 

If your at the lowest point in your life. REMEMBER... Things can only GET BETTER!

 

I'm not going to commit suicide. Sorry if I worded it to sound like that.

 

Tuff it out man, it always gets better <3

 

My life has been in the shitter lately too.. Like you, I'm obviously not committing suicide, but I can't really say that I wake up in the morning and I'm happy.

My list of complaints is about 15 times longer than my list of things to be happy/grateful about.

"Life gets worse by the second" sounds about right. About 8 months ago, I lost the most important thing in my life, the only thing I was proud of.. the only thing that kept me from feeling like a massive failure. And it's all been going downhill from there.

If you ever want to talk about anything, let me know. I'm probably in the same mindset as you.

No idea where the optimism in that last post of mine came from, I was probably extremely high. +

 

Im so sorry for your loses man, take it a day at a time and eventually things will get better. Hope i helped.