[read Plz]sad Story[read Plz]

Hello everyone I know this is going to sound really dumb but I am Alex and I just everyone know a little bout me, I am 17 years old and I live in nothing but hell I have no family who even care to think bout all the depression I go through and I don't want to show my depression to anyone so I walk this mean world with a smile on my face but nothing but pain inside of me, but okay I will get to my point of this post, I play runescape so I don't get depressed all the time and I don't really have anyone I can hang with outside because where I live its nothing but people getting shoot or wannbe thugs running around, nothing but drug selling or someone getting shoot, but I have a awesome friend I have knew on runescape four bout 5-6 years now and I don't think I would have made it this far in life without him, he has helped me so much with getting over my depression and feeling so sad bout my life and always feeling like I'm unwanted, I am the only one in my family out of my 2 brothers to get done with high school and they live off my mother and father and I always just feel like I'm the one in my life who is going to do something in my family, but okay I will keep going on with my friend well he lives in Wisconsin and for a Train Ticket up there to see him this summer it would cost me 300 dollars from here and to come back, so okay I know this is sad and dumb to waste my time to see if there is any nice people out there to donate any cash to help me get up there this summer, so this is were I'm asking for everyone to please help with this, I have a paypal and if anyone would like to be so nice and help me get up there to see my friend this summer so I can get out this dumb ass hell hole please give a dollar, as many people may read this if 300 people give 1 dollar I would have what I need to go up there so if you would be so nice please give, my paypal is [email protected] thank you so much for reading this and if you give I may say god is with you and you are a really caring person and I thank you so much :]] thank you for reading.:love: