Drinking problem?

Well, guys, I never thought I'd be coming to this forum for support on this, but honestly, I've grown attached to Sythe.

Recently, within the past year, this has occurred:
*Girl and I begin to hangout
*Girl and I begin to date
*Girl tells me she loves me, and I have the same, mutual feelings..
*Girl up and leaves, suddenly, randomly.
-I begin drinking-
5 months later...
*Girl randomly comes back like nothing happened.
*Girl says the same shit as before.
Me, being gullible, falls for it again.
*I finally admit to her the bullshit she put me through, and how it makes me feel.
*She just says "Leave me alone."

I haven't spoken to her in a little over 2 months now, and since the night she said that, I've been drinking about 3-6 bottles of vodka, and glass, after glass of Red Bourbon, and it's gotten out of control.

I know a lot of you will just say "Just get her out of your mind", but I've tried, and it just won't happen.

I really don't know what to do.

When I told her how what she was doing was killing me inside, I had been drinking a little, and I sent her like a 3 page long letter that went in to vivid detail of how much I wanted to hate her, but just couldn't.

I have nowhere left to turn.
What should I do?..

Please don't even bother replying if you're going to be like "l0l kid luv is s0 kute l0l12", I'm 18 years old, and I expect to be treated as such.

 

To answer the question to your title. If you are drinking 3-6 bottles of vodka daily you have a serious drinking problem.

I wish I could help you with the girl problem, tbh, I wish I had help with my problems as well (my wife cheated on me). I have also turned to drinking. I know what you mean by people saying "just forget about her" and such. From experience, I know that it is really hard to forget somebody who you love and has made such an impact on your life. People who say that have obviously never had strong feelings for somebody.

Honestly, I think the only way to get over it is to go out and be social, interact with other people. Then let time do the rest. That is basically what I am doing right now.

 

I appreciate the response, and I've tried going out to be social, but as such, I was expelled from my High School merely a year before I was to graduate, so a lot of my friends are busy while I am sitting here, with nobody to interact with, except my internet friendships, which a few remain strong and give me some light of hope, I suppose..

Side-note: Blessthefall is uhmayzing.

 

write a list of what you hate about your ex and give it to a complete stranger or someone you wouldn't normally talk to.

This may seem strange but you'll be sharing something with a complete stranger and it'll give you a jolt of relief. helping you to get over her sooner.
but wont work the same way if you do it online.

as for alcohol switch to large amounts of coffee and ease off that way.

 

3-6 bottles of vodka isn't possible. You're talkin to a seasoned alcoholic right now. I'm at the bar prolly 4 nights a week getting plowed because my roommate works at the club. Now I down prolly a liter of rum a night but I don't think it's possible to do 3-6 liters of vodka.

I started drinking heavier after me and my ex broke up cus I'd go out ridin solo and could try work my game on girls now. Honestly you feel much better....even I've had heartbreak with my ex who I loved and she broke up with me cus she said I was out of control.

 

You do appear to have a drinking problem (drinking dependency?), triggered by your bipolar girlfriend, perhaps?