Requesting removal of my support forum ban.

The reason for my sub form ban can be seen here https://www.sythe.org/threads/serious-gambling-addiction.2119912/

The particular reason can be found here Gyazo - ba55a74e6397bbae5c8c34a0b774d5c6.png
The ban was reduced to a 1 month and sub forums,

I'd just like to state in the dispute I made which I cannot find if I remember correctly I did report the post myself and asked for it to removed as it was there,
at the time I didn't read sticky's and didn't understand forums rules, which I do now because I spend the time while I was banned reading them.

I would like to ask for forgiveness from the staff and hope it can be removed as I quite enjoy helping member's of the community's and would like to help with real life problems,

Since that time I have matured a lot and have grown which can be seen in my behavior on Sythe as I hardly am in the spam forums anymore and am really only active in support section, help and requests, suggestions, new posts, old school Runescape section and market sections,

at the time I didn't understand how serious of a section this was, and I have learned how to take some sections more serious than other not like I use to before and would like to ask for forgiveness for sick actions which I undertook over year ago

I feel as if I am mature enough to re-enter this section, and would like to know if may,

I'm guessing this will have to be dealt with @video