Please take away my dnt and don't ban me :'(

Spoiler: please

I made a mistake when I created a new username on clraik.
I was on new medication and I had a high fever and a alergic reaction.
The mod on clraik was *very* mean to me on there.
I havn't scammed anyone .
Please take it away.
My friend on Discord said that she scammed me and not to give up on it.
People are outing me out on here and isn't that against the rules ?.
I was hacked on Clraik multiple times .