My collection of lyrics

Possibilities · Apr 29, 2013

This is just a small collection of the lyrics I've written - ones I deem worthy of sharing.

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"Death Ain't Such a Bad Thing"

Is it so bad to want to die?
In a world that's become such a pitiful place, we
All just wish for a better afterlife.
Too bad your dreams are gonna be crushed and proven a waste.

I live my life to have a good time,
But lately it's just been too much on my mind,
I can't speak for myself, and I,
Can't even cry for help.

It's enough to make a guy want to throw his life away,
But things always get dull before they get better, or so they say,
I'm just trying to make it through the harder times,
So I'll write my thoughts on this paper and in these lines.

I know I'm not perfect, and I'm actually quite the fuck up,
But I know I'll redeem myself soon enough,
Or so I'll try, cause I got somethin' to prove,
You're a priceless acquisition, somethin' I can't lose.

So please, kill me if you walk away,
Cause I'm ready to die, if you're not ready to stay,
Sometimes it's best to stick to your guns from the start,
Goddamn we could paint a beautiful picture, sell it as art.

Just tell me a story, put it in three words,
If you can do it, it'll be the greatest tale ever heard,
Do you know what I need you to know, have you heard the news?
Well sit back, sit tight, here's the story, "I need you."
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"I'm Done With Your God, And I'm Done With Myself"

I do believe it's so unfair,
But let's take a second glance and learn the meaning of despair,
Nothing's ever going to go just as we plan,
I've got it all figured out, and I've learned I'll never smile again.

Just as long as I know I'll be so reliant on the piercing of my skin,
I'll cry inside, and die alone, and I don't mind cause it's better for us all,
A man's dream of a needle pressed to a vein has never felt so satisfied,
So put a bullet in my brain, because that's gotta be a better life than mine.

Nothing's ever as sweet as it may seem, it's all a game.
Life's not fair, and you'll always see sunshine before the rain.
It's as if I'm always plugged into life support,
Just for someone to come along and rip the cord right out the wall, I don't deserve this at all.

So I'll crawl back under the world, and sit in my room alone,
Forcing droplets of the devil's love into my blood, it's all wrong,
A syringe and a bottle to make it through the day,
Where the fuck is the god you tell me about when I need him to save me today?

An overdose isn't so bad when you see what I'm runnin' from,
Would you rather a kid suffer?
And you all say I'm the fucked up monster.
I need help, and there's no-one there, but that good ol' heroin.
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"The Death Was an Accident, I Promise, Though I Miss You So"

Open up a doorway, and walk clean through,
Single file line for the next form of deja vu,
Cause we've all been here before, once or twice,
But it's just never felt quite this nice - oh no.

My heart is beyond speeding, and it's slowing down,
Far too fast, it's not called a speedball for nothin',
Curved back to normal, I'm a dancing clown,
It'll explode all too soon, and I'll bleed out of my fuckin' - oh...my fuckin' head.

Modest Mouse will be playing softly at my funeral,
Yet I'm not dead, I'm just done with this bullshit I lead,
Was I ever even alive? Did I not lose it all?
I'm losing my grasp on what is means to be real again.

A needle can't save me, if a needle put me in this place,
I just need one more for my heart to finish the race,
I can't stay here long, cause we gotta go live to die,
If she asks, just smile and tell her I'm doin' fine.

I'm doin' fine.
I'm dyin' - fine.
I'll rot away just fine.
I'll wait around just to pass the time.

I might burn myself once or twice,
But you better believe it's an accident.
You better not tell a single fucking soul,
I just want to be fixed.

Since you left, it's been hard to be normal.
I find myself binging on all the wrong things, again.
I'm killing the better parts of me just to live,
But is that a life at all?
But is that a life at all?

No, so just put your finger to the trigger,
Fire away,
Fire away,
You never meant anything you said at all, anyway!
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"Heroin"

Sometimes I just don't know
Sometimes I just take it slow
Sometimes I just wake up in the snow
Sometimes I just need to stop and say "no".

Bad decisions come easy, but they're better now
And I'm gonna try to sit down without standing up
A shot to the brain and I can't even move around
Let's take off, let's take a walk, cause I'm full of bad luck.

It wasn't something I wanted to do, no
But it happened so fast, I know it's wrong
But a needle now, and a drink in the morning, oh
Is the best way I can think to say, so long. So long.

Cyanide and heroin, deep in my veins
It's all the same, it's never the same
Turn my head around, just to watch you
Watching me walk out the door, I'm so sorry.

Heroin in my blood, and the blood, oh
It rushed straight to my fuckin' head
I'm better off dead, it's true, I know
And trust me, I'm on the fast track to nowhere.

Your god's dead, like the scene we're livin'
I can't breathe, but I keep on swimmin'
Dying isn't the most fun, it's all about coming to life
So wake up, and begin, it's your time, cause mine's all out.

I guess I'll never learn
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't wanna know
And I guess that's fine. It's all just fine.
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"Their Names are Innuendos, Silhouettes of Dangerous Living"

My mind is lost,
I'm lookin' for a way at any cost.
To be free is to escape reality,
I'm doin' it, but gradually.

This Boy has my heart rate so low,
Lucy comes in and picks up the pace.
Tina dances in my mind, she wears a bow!
Skittles just because, life ain't a race.

Where am I going, and how do I plan to get there?
I suppose I could hitch a ride.
I can't even see myself, or the clothes that I wear.
My mind goes up and down, to the beat of the tide.

Generosity has been in my favor today,
No milligrams coming my way.
High dosage is the way I ought to go.
Goddamn hospitals don't even know.

This Boy has my heart rate so low,
Lucy comes in and picks up the pace.
Tina dances in my mind, she wears a bow!
Skittles just because, life ain't a race.

Beat on the drums, and pass me a light,
A cigarette now, and I'll be alright,
It's not worth your time of putting up a fight,
Another dance with Lucy is all I see in my sight.
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"The Perfect Poison for the Perfect Sea"

Out here where nothing means nothing,
And something soon will be the same,
We dive into a new world, one we cannot see,
But we live to take a risk,

And we die to prove our point.

While the plunger lingered in the sea of my mind,
Sit for a moment, and waited for the wave
Of beautiful poison, sewage to the clean water,
To rush inside, and take over, slowly, slowly.

"I'm not used to this!", I cry, yet in a soft whisper,
"But damn, it sure is something I enjoy."
Getting louder, the sirens mean the night is over,
But sleep is getting harder to picture as the clock ticks, and I get older.

The drums in my head keep beating,
It's a smooth, rhythmic beat.
"I love you rose," I say, calmly through the glass,
And I already know the night will be a blast.

I'm falling again, and I don't wanna get up,
To hear the raindrops is to prove I'm well enough,
I can't chase away the ghosts inside,
But I don't want them to leave, not now, not for awhile.

Will I ever catch a break,
Or will I die before I wake?
Is this a dream, or is it just all in my head?
I'd rather not know, let the truth stay dead.

While the plunger lingered in the sea of my being,
I sat for a moment, and waited for the wave
Of beautiful poison, sewage to the clean water,
To rush inside, and take over, slowly, slowly.

Revitalize my being, and break the memories,
You were only there to stitch up the broken seams,
You mean less to me now than ever before.
Who am I kidding? You'll always be the one I adore.
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"Pharmaceuticals Are Better Than Prescriptions, But Go Ahead and Call the Ambulance"

Spend my days laid out in driveways
I'm passed out, but very much alive as always
Hardly breathin', but makin' it through the days
These days turn to obstacles, as the bitter music plays

Do all you can to push me over the cliff
Still hangin' on, still sparkin' a spliff
Let the radio play, don't you see it's a gift
For you, or for me, oh, my heart it has ripped

Sold my soul again
To the small little pills
Down the hatch, and onto my back again
Just for a night full of thrills

Am I ever enough to satisfy
I'm doing all I can just to get by
Please tell me you need me and ask me to stay
'Cause sometimes, words speak so loud, so what'dya say

Empty containers, trash on my floor
The rumors I spread within my own little head
Voices are telling me to get out the door
They're tellin' me I'm not welcome in your life anymore..

But I'm still hangin' on, tryin' my best to endure
Every punch that gets thrown til I'm sure
Convince me you want me here
And I'll stay for another hundred years.
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