Confession and Apology

Hi guys,
I've been on sythe for almost 2 years now i think, from several different accounts in the 1st year. Today, I have to come confess all the wrongs Ive done and to apologize to anyone I may have done wrong with, who may be present here still. Earlier(few years ago) I was just another RuneScape player who had been playing for over 4 years at the time, and had a good account but was poor. I used to hate making money properly, as I found it too slow, and used to be attracted to easy and fast money. Then I heard about this site, and instantly came here, made an account, explored the marketplace and community. At the time, I didnt have a credit/debit card of my own and hence couldnt actually have a proper functional PayPal or any other such service. So, I felt bad that I couldnt get the opportunity to make my place in the Marketplace and hence decided to work in the Skilling Services Section under Runescape markets, where I accepted PayPal and RSGP.(I could accept payments on PayPal but not send) I did my services legitimately and without hassle. After a while, I fell for one of my client's accounts which had money I (at that time) could never have imagined having. I think it was around 50m (yes i was really poor as money never stayed with me even if i did earn, i used to spend on armour and skills alot). So, i made the worst decision, I decided to Scam him. So i did. I got banned short after that and realised what a mistake i had done. I then thought, I will create a new account, start the skilling business once again, and this time, I shall not scam anyone no matter what. I was committed to this, and did even more orders than my first account. All was going good, I was earning what I never imagined earning, and made very good new friends too, shared experiences with them, talked to them even after their orders were finished, sometimes when the deal wouldnt work out, The client and I would still chat days after that. All was good yet again, then suddenly, I wake up the next day, only to see I've been banned, Reason, ban evasion. I took it in the wrong way as I had DECIDED I would never scam again and I was doing very good too. This was shocking, however I should have known it would have happened some day or the other. So i created another account, this time, furious and angry and thinking there was nothing i could do to prove I've changed, so i resorted to scamming again. My 3rd account, I decided to open a Skilling Service, get a good post count, Create fake vouches, and scam more than ever. Ofcourse it didnt go as planned, I got reported and banned for Fake Vouches and attempt to scam the community. I finally left sythe for a few months.
Soon after, I joined back again this time again with the right and fair spirit, saying to myself, It has been alot of time, I wouldnt get caught for ban evasion if I do my stuff intelligently. It did work out, I made sure there was no link whatsoever in my old acc and the current one I was using, I was sure of this because my ISP had changed, changing my IP. I started the skilling business yet again, did more orders than ever, all was going good for months, Had made friends with even more people, I was getting known for one of the best Skilling Servers in the section, My thread had over 1k posts, and 4k views, Even rated 5 Star(at that time, rating system was there). I did an extremely good job and felt very good about it too. Then i thought, now that i have the money, and have changed, I would talk to the people I scammed in the past, and return them whatever i took, even more, so that they feel better. Then i thought, if i did this, they would probably just report me for ban evading after receiving their money (this seemed obvious) so unfortunately, i had to keep quiet and not have any sort of links with my old accounts or proving that I was a ban evader, whatsoever.Finally, after another couple of months, I dont realise whats happening, alot is going on in my mind at that time, and I dont remember why/how/what but I scammed again, got banned again. I think it was because the money would have bought me 99 prayer and herblore(just a guess).So i left sythe happily and without regrets.
Then after some months i decide to come back, not be very active, not scam ever, matured, I sold some RSGP,went over to my favourite past time section (this was in all accounts), Personal Support. (I have posted some really intelligent and constructive support there with all my accounts).
This last account, is Slash GnR.
A list of my other earlier accounts along with reason why i was banned:
Strato (Scamming)
PeaceMaker(i think)(Ban Evasion)
Xiang_Chu (Scamming + Ban Evasion)
Peeko (Ban Evasion)
Slash GnR (I hope im not, although unlikely .)

So anyway, This has been all of my journey as a pathetic low life who scammed and scammed and scammed.
Now, I honestly didnt know If i should have even posted this, but I felt this strong urge to make a confession and request a high pardon, I do accept the fact that I've been a miserable person and I would also like to say, I gave away everything I had in RS( to random people ), except my account which I
still use for Clan wars (Im the warlord of a J-Cup winning clan).
Whatever I scammed, whatever wrongs i did, I did in the past year, I havent thought about scamming, I do not wish to open another skilling service, or any such thing that has to do with me earning money. I just want to be here on sythe with the community and recently I've been playing poker (that explains my recent poker chips buying thread) and some old school games on steam ( Cs 1.6, Dota, Dota2, MW4) plenty more.

I am aware I have a GREAT chance of getting banned once again, even on this account, and honestly, now that i read what wrongs I've done and that im actually apologising, it makes me laugh (although in all seriousness, i do apologise and am willing to do anything that could clear me of these wrongs).

I apologize once again, to all those people i have scammed, and those I have said anything mean/offensie to. My heartfelt apology to the sythe community and above all I feel miserable inside, for i scammed even when i had an amazing chance of making a name fair and square.

I thank you sincerely for reading this and I expect a sincere and honest reply from those of you who read. Kindly give it a thought, maybe get in touch with me? before making a decision(maybe im in no position of expecting that but Id highly appreciate it)

Also, last year, was my last year in high school, Now I am pursuing my B.Tech from The Delhi Technological Institute. (India) (Thought I'd say this so you know Im not some phony kid, I do happen to be quite mature now)

Dont know how to end this but I think i have let my heart out on this one.
Hopefully I will be given this chance to prove myself, I do not wish to offer any kinds of paid services or buy/sell gold. I may use the marketplace for non virtual goods of any kind. And maybe steam sales section too.

Thank you once again.
Strato/Peacemaker/Xiang/Peeko----Slash GnR.(major full stop.)

 

User Slash GnR has been banned permanently


Also vetoing this request, just wish you'd put 1/8th of the effort into reading rules that you put into writing this wall of text.