Girl

Why girl as title ? i don't know , i just wanted to tell some strangers my story and get your view point . I'm almost 17 years old and i'm what girls call a : Player . I have no trouble getting girls , like seriously it's so fucking easy ...
The problem is : i was never able to love again .. i've only loved once in my life , i'Ve got like 20 girlfriends ( no kidding ) but guess what , no matter what happens .. i only think about THIS girl ... my ex that i spent 7 months and a half with .... this ain't a lot , but those were the best 7 months of my life .
Now nothing is like before , i've broke with her 6 months ago ( yes i do have broke with her) and i can't feel love anymore ... I've tried .. so hard , i've got 5 new girlfriends in those 6 months ... anyone ever feel like that ...?

(sorry for mistakes , my main language is French , i've started learning english at the age of 13 on video games / forums , i've learned all my english by myself ^^ tried my best to make myself easy to understand lol

 

I know what you're saying. I can tell you really care about her and you're trying to get with other girls to get over her. Maybe you should try calling up your ex-girlfriend and see if she's interested in talking again?

I wish you the best of luck, and please feel free to chat me on MSN if you'd like to talk.

 

I would have to say that you should just take a break from girls all together for awhile. Get sex out of the picture and just meet new people. Eventually you will find someone that would be good for you.

 

Stop being a "player" and get into a serious relationship?
Or, just run back to her like in one of those love stories & say you werent thinking when you made the worst mistake of your life.

 

Wow .. didnt knew i would get that much answers lol .. well its seems like i wasnt talking alone so ill explain you guys a little more the story .
1. I've tried to get back with her , it never worked , in those 6 months we've seen eachother like 4-5 times and 3 outs of 4 we've made things that we shouldn't (you understand what i mean) , and so i had to tell her that i still love her , so i did it , like 3 months ago , or 2 , she answered nothing but a face full of cry then she said : I don' tknow what to say , but never think that i don't love you . I've never seen her again
2. The fact that i'm being a player is only because of THAT girl , everytime i get in a relationship with another girl i try my best to give her everything i can , trying to make her happy and everything but i always realize that nothing compare to my first love

Thanks for all the support guys i appreciate