Dad caught me watching gay porn!!!!!

So today I was bored so I went to xnxx and searched for gay porn... im not gay.. i started jacking off cause i was curious. i didnt even get a boner... and then my fucking dad walks in and says WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING.. YOU DISGUSTING FUCK. I told him I was just curious and started crying . i told him im not gay and he says im not his son anymore. to make it worse, ive never gotten a girlfriend and etc. he asked me if im in love with my friend anton because i talk to him everyday.. fuck