Well Flesh, I felt the same connection.. I knew she loved me, unless she can somehow fake those emotions idk what the hell is wrong with her then. She wouldn't have gotten back with me if she wasn't prepared for everything.. and one night when I came over and slept over, she was the one that asked me if we could date again.
And yeah I kinda have the suspicion of her seeing someone else, but I doubted it. I just can't believe that I trusted her.. I've been getting hardcore mood swings aswell, if something reminded me of her I would get tears in my eyes and just be depressed until someone cheers me up somehow.
I really don't have anyone here to rely on except my one friend and my mom, all my real friends are back at home..
Also, every other relationship I had after her just doesn't feel right, I wouldn't really feel any connection with anyone except her, even if they broke up with me I wouldn't be as upset as I would if she broke up with me. :/