1-800-SUICIDE
You want a reason to live? Call that number. Most of the people on here have no idea the values of human life, simply because they are too young. The best advice I can tell you is to pick up your phone and dial that number. Sythe isn't the place to seek medical help, specifically if it's a life or death consequence. I can tell you right now, that if you kill yourself, you are going to leave a shattered trail behind you, people will be upset, your parents lives will never be the same. Life may not be the best for you right now, but that doesn't mean it's always going to be like this. There is only one gaurenteed shot at this, please make it worthwhile.
I'm locking this thread to avoid more stupid comments by the idiotic sythe members. If you are feeling suicidal and refuse to cal that number, please PM me and try to contact me, come on the IRC to get a hold of me.