I messed up... Filled with Regrets.

[tamachan]

I'm really upset.. I messed up big time and school is starting in 5 days..

I lost my motivation, myself and my life is just horrible..

The only one person that I thought who understood me, Just blurred out some stuffs which really hurt me.. Till now, I can't get over it.

I really need someone to help me personally through msn.

 

[sidaam]

what you mess up in mate?

 

[Lordhooters]

Please, add my MSN
[email protected]

I will be there for you man.

 

[nothingmore]

I'll talk to you man, if I'm not on PM me.
[email protected]

Also.... 日本人ですか? I have been studying 日本語 for a year now.

 

[tamachan]

I'll talk to you man, if I'm not on PM me.
[email protected]

Also.... 日本人ですか? I have been studying 日本語 for a year now.

Thanks everyone, I've added all of you. Different time zones so we may not be able to talk at all

It's getting worse now, I couldn't sleep till 6 am today and I got some important stuffs going on so I forced myself... God i can't explain how horrible but yea, I'll be on msn for a few hours or so.

Oh and , はい！　日本人です。　(^.^)

More update,

I just argued with a friend over something stupid, He thinks that I'm a shady person but I'm not, I tried explaining but he just wouldn't listen.
Later on, he tells me how ALL of my friends are thinking the same way and well, it didn't end well. Maybe that's the main reason I couldn't sleep.

Please, add my MSN
[email protected]

I will be there for you man.

Thanks man, I've added you!

 

[Sanctuary]

In my signature.

 

[Painted Rain]

Add me on MSN, and I'm down to talk with you on the phone if you think that'll help. Hit me up man, I'm here for you.

 

[Just Sayin']

[email protected]
Be strong man, I'm here for you! <3

 

[tamachan]

[email protected]
Be strong man, I'm here for you! <3

Thanks guys, Painted Rain has been helping me and so far I'm feeling a lot better now.

I'm fine now, Hopefully I stay like this, Got back my motivation.

Went out to get new kicks and clothes to look fresh for my first day of school next week. Hung out with gf to watch a movie and relax.

Once again, Thanks guys! for all your support and encouraging words!

Thank you Painted Rain for your advice, Really appreciate it! Amazing how you understood me as if we'd known each other for years while my close friends, who known me for years couldn't even help me at all.

That's kinda weird and sad but Whatever, I'm over it. I'll be meeting new people anyway.