[GLOBAL]Reported Post by CSkiffingt1

Corey · Dec 26, 2010

CSkiffingt1 has reported a post.

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Remove Grave's number from the bottom, it may be abused.
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Post: Hi
Forum: Request a High Pardon
Assigned Moderators: N/A

Posted by: sexyGrave
Original Content:

I'm not really sure what the best way to present this is, but whatever, here goes nothing.

So I was basically banned for hanging out with the wrong people, which I do regret at this point. To be honest I never thought it would end up getting me banned, but I guess I learned a lesson. I know I'm a big troll on Sythe; I just get bored because in real life I'm quite a lame person and isolate myself from everyone. Sythe was a place I could express myself without having to change who I really am and it really helped me become who I am today. I know you guys may have had enough of me, but I can't stop myself from wanting to come back to Sythe. I don't care if I receive a 6 month ban, a year, or even 5 years: just please give me a second chance to come back.

I developed a sense of trust to all my online friends beyond what I had before. I started adding people on my Facebook, and they turned out to be bad people in a month or two after I became friends with them. Not having experienced this kind of friendship before, I clinged on to them when it was a bad idea, and I truly am sorry for that. I just don't know what to do anymore, and I was actually partially happy I was banned. I was enthusiastic about focusing on my studies and getting into a good school, but it didn't work out. To be honest, it'd probably be the best for me if I remained banned, except the thought of me being banned is almost unreal. It just makes me feel as low as a scammer, hacker, phisher, or just a bad person when I'm not. If you want to know, I still do use Skype, but the "Skype Crew" was nothing more than a bunch of people talking on a daily basis. Yes, I still have Skype conversations, but Syed, Brandon, and the other usuals left shortly after my ban. After Brandon and I had an argument over his website, we are no longer friends, and I rarely talk to Syed, and for the brief moment I did, it was on Spyike's message board as I have blocked him on MSN and Facebook. For the most time I usually talk to Marcell and a couple our non-malicious friends. Marcell can vouch for this if you do not trust my word, but ever since he had an argument with Austin and Syed, we rarely talk to them anymore. As for my contributions to the website, they should be very clear, but if you need to view a list please read my old dispute.

I want to say more, but I also want to prevent myself from saying something stupid like I did before, so I'll just go ahead and leave it at that. (I actually added in the second paragraph after I wrote this) However, please know that I am open to answering any concerns you have.

Thank you for your time,
grave

My old dispute: http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=918462
(Please don't confuse this with a pardon - this was a dispute)

P.S. I still need the Sythe Donation address - I owe you guys $56 as previously promised on the Spam Forum. If you guys need to contact me, here's my number: (775) 576-4345

Merry Christmas
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