Suicidal thoughts are bad right?

I feel so useless. I cant do anything right. I try so hard to make everyone happy at the same time and I try to make myself happy by cracking a few jokes. My Mom wishes I was my sister and is trying to change me...my Dad is married to a woman I hate...My brothers hit me...my now ex boyfriend cheated on me and told me over a text..and I have no one to talk to because I just realized all my friends were fake. The one time I need help, they wont help me. Ive helped them so much. Ive never asked for anything back until now. I feel like I at least deserve one thing. Whatever. Its so bad now that I have to go to a cheating forum to talk to someone about it. Why am I so useless? I dont even want people knowing who this is because 1: theyd flame me, 2: they wouldnt believe me. Im having suicidal thoughts right now and I just feel like utter crap and I cant stop crying. Im sorry. I just had to vent.

 

Tomorrow will always be better, just stay strong for now.

I don't think anyone meant to offend you earlier, so just stick around and see how much fun it can be.

 

No its definetly not he fucking internet thing. Honestly I coudlnt give 2 shits about that. Just so much going on..

 

Don't be too hard on yourself. Everyone experiences the lows in their life, you just have to overcome them, and be strong. You can add my msn if you need to talk. Suicide is never the way, things always turn around.

 

Add mine too: [email protected]

I'm online right now.

 

add me, seriously. [email protected]

 

No i dont really feel like adding anyones MSN as I dont have one, only a Yahoo. As I really dont even feel like being on the computer and staring at a screen of any sort...bye. I MIGHT be on tommorow. I normally get on at 8 am so if im not i probably...I dont know. Thanks for the help though.

 

Let me make a yahoo account real quick.

 

its good to talk to people when you are having bad thoughts, i just wanted to help. i hope to see you tomorrow.
i have yahoo. its redmonkeies, if you need to talk

 

Add me : [email protected]

 

I take it you changed your mind about being anonymous and we are now talking to okkk?

Your problems are really nothing that should give you suicidal thoughts. So your boyfriend cheated on you.. you'll always find someone better than a cheater. Consider it a good thing that you found out so now you know you aren't wasting any more time with him.

As for your parents and brothers.. just wait it out 3 or so more years. Why would you throw away your life when you could have just waited to move out? There's not much they can do when you have your own place and freedom.

There's always real friends out there for you.

 

It's more to it than just that, I'm afraid. I used to have the same feelings but I learnt a lesson - it only gets better.

As Gohan and Giddy said, stay strong, believe that you are capable of anything and don't give two shits about what anyone does or says to bring you down because you will be the one progressing and making the most of your life. From there, the hard work and courage that you put into the early stages of your life will pay-off. It will be fine.