Dewey Blue's request for a high pardon.

Dear Sythe mods and to whoever is reading this.

I am the owner of the ID Dewey Blue, banned over a year ago for scamming.

I'm not a person who would type short and sweet messages but I prefer explaining in detailed and with care so please, take your time in reading this.
Everything I typed is with utmost sincerity, thanks for understanding.

Sythe member profile: http://sythe.org/member.php?u=284765

Reason I got banned: http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=1201247&highlight=dewey

1) Why have I not requested a pardon 6+ months ago?
The reason why I've not requested a pardon six months ago (you can request a high pardon six months after being banned) was basically because of the shame and guilt that pained me after what I did to a previous Sythe member called 'Following'. I've finally plucked up courage to come type whatever I have to say with remorse and sincerity.

2) What actually happened?
To explain myself (admitting to the offence however), I was trading an account with Following and my INTENTIONS WERE to SCAM. I admit myself (knowing that this might not be a good idea to request a pardon) but that is the truth and I'm not ashamed to tell the whole community. So yes, as Following said, I took off running with his account, failing to pay him.

3) Why am I here today typing this?
I have no flowery words or beautiful certificates showing how I've changed but what I'm about to list is my personal life, how I've changed and who I am today. (I'll be talking about how my religion has changed me as well but please do not take offense to whoever is reading this.)

- Right after my banning, miraculously I was given the chance to be a prefect in school. Well I took this seriously and I thank God for the opportunity to really change and mold my life. Being a prefect taught me many things.

1) To be the guiding light for students, nurturing competent leaders for service to my school community.

2) Transformation and reformation of the prefectorial board for the betterment, advancement and improvement of the school community.

3) Service with dedication.

4) Take responsibility for my actions.

5) Treat one another with dignity, respect and humility.

6) Show respect at all times to teachers and school staff.

You see, I soon realized after that incident, how serious my offense was, I've always thought of scamming as something minor and something you could easily get away with BUT, after being in the prefectorial board, my mindset has changed completely. I've been always trying to improve myself since then and set a good example for my school. I'm truly sorry however no words can explain what I'm feeling.

- State athlete.
Now, you might be thinking, what does an athlete have to do with all this?
A lot of things, when I was selected to represent my state for track and field, discipline for training, respect for my coach and humility towards others began to develop strongly within me. I can proudly say I'm a very different person today after last year. I even have a friend (my real life BESTIE) on Sythe who can vouch for me and explain how different I am if needed.

- A closer and intimate relationship with God.
I've been a Christian my whole life tbh, but my actions totally shamed me. As a Christian, should not be acting as what I did. I've joined the Youth in my church, joined the worship ministry and even organized Christian based camps and really, I do not have any idea how to explain this but, I am a better and changed person.

I believe the only way to express this whole request can be very simply put in a sentence: I have matured and grown up to be a person the society can view as 'good' and honorable.

Before I end, I would like to thank you for your time to read this, I do not expect to be unbanned as I've known the consequences of scamming a long time ago. But IF, I get the chance to re-enter the Sythe community, I want to commit and be a person who can really influence Sythe and lead a good example.

(By the way, I'll be moving to America next year to further my studies and I'll be attending a Christian Uni, not that it matters but since Sythe is kinda based in America I believe I can make an impact on it with my life.)

Thanks,
Dewey Blue

 

Denied.