I dont feel the same....

Well, Since about 2 weeks ago I been not the same, I havn't been the same.
Some people who were my friend aren't my friends and when I want to talk to friends, the people who are there friends hate me. I also having a gaming addiction I want to get over I want to get good at my 2 favourite things, Sport and High Marks(I would love to be a air force pilot/Engineer. One of my friend I talked to me and him discussed we are still friends but problem is that we need to fix this another way without people who are not my friends anymore. My plan is we just talk online and during afterschools (my ex-friends don't like people who hang around them and are not friend anymore near people who are friends)

Please help me, I not sure what this is. I havn't thought of suicide and I will never do that, I want to get the best of my knownlerge and be the best I can do!

I starting to do self-defience at school, to have fitness 1 time ever 1-2 weeks

 

As I read your post there were a few things I didn't get clear, but I have a few question:

1) By gaming addiction you mean playing computer or games, or gambling problems?
2) What do you mean your friends are just not your friend anymore? In my understanding, you started becoming less sociable and they turned their backs to you?

Could you elaborate a bit better please, as I personnaly am having a difficult time understanding what your real trouble is.

 

Gaming addictions (meaning computers)

People who I thought to be friends (and were) don't want to be my friends

I also found since a person "who hates me" (gnome sized guy) they started to hate me, Ba one who is still D*** to me but always apoglizes