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I remember hearing a story where a boy loved his mom and hated his dad. But when the mom died he did not cry. When the dad died all he could do was cry. Youre not feeling sympathetic because you loved your friend and you did as much as you can to help. The other part is the depression from losing a friend. Sure you arent sympathetic but that doesnt mean you wont be sad and lonely due to this.. ive had this expierence, the only cure is time. Time.heals all wounds mentally and physically. You have to push yourself to keep yourself stable. It's going to be hard but with support from friends and family you should make it through this. Best of luck bud and im extremely sorry about your friend..

 

You don't even know who the fuck I am, let alone my friends. Here's to you being the next motherfucker in a box you sorry piece of shit.

 

Hey Nod.

So I'll share my little experience lately with you about dealing with issues. My grandpa was moved from stage 4 cancer to paliative and my parents moved in with him leaving me by myself for just over a month and a half, he passed away this week. They called me told me. My response was "okay thanks for telling me" and then I carried on with my day, studying for exams and such and everyone I was studying with basically looked at me as if I was some sort of monster how could I just have bad news and just carry on with my day?

It's your body's way of coping with it, if you took on all the bad news right away and didn't go through stages of denial and went straight to sadness the misery would literally crush you. I don't know what the solution is all I know is that the way your body is responding with lack of empathy and emotion is normal but if you ever go beyond that and start feeling suicidal or anything of that nature make sure to seek help because that isn't a stage of recovery..

If you wanna just talk about shit I'm always on skype.

 

Requested close, all the best man - my PM is always open should you want to talk about it further