Regarding Lulz, NMD and Colauge

Colauge was banned for having known about OJ ban evading on 'SkIn. I disregarded it as I wasn't active on Sythe and he was a pretty nice guy.
Time passes, Oh Jesus was banned many times. Child porn, scamming ect, but still kept coming back. He pissed me off numerous times asking me for accounts, suuper nudging me and little things so when I was asked to help bring him down I provided chat logs (which arnt regarded as proof) and was banned for knowing about it? Come on it was a while ago and I didn't realise untill I went through old logs.
What I am asking for is a legit chance. I have never scammed, never hacked or anything. Thankyou, Reuben