Formal Apology And Explanation - Werner

Formal Apology And Explanation - Werner
I guess to some of you its a surprise to be hearing from me, and to some well maybe not so much. Over the past one and half months, I've had taken out some time to think stuff over, and spend holidays with family, friends and girlfriend. Its been the most peaceful time I've had in about 2 years without constantly worrying about E-drama and so on. ( Yes it interferes with my life). A good long break well spent.

Now, I don't really know what made me fake my death, I Guess it started off as a "Troll", from about a year ago. I saw the thread and Jokingly I posted a second one which is the "Bye :'(" one in spam forum. Realizing the emense pressure I was under this ended in a way out of the firing line. My personal and social life was diminished by Sythe, and it took up 95% of my time. I was turning into an addict like I used to be with RuneScape. As much as I dreaded lying to everyone who has befriended me for over the past 2 years, It was a necessarily step to get my life back on track and spend time with loved ones.

Constantly nagging in the back of my mind, is how I'm going to explain this, At first my thoughts were to just continue with the plans which were to end up dying from the mysterious cancer. After about a week or so, thinking about what I will do I made up my mind that I was to come clean with all the rubbish. Whether I will ever earn forgiveness I don't know, whether I will ever be welcome back is unclear to me. But the thing I want most is just to come back to the community that I've learned to love over the past 28 months. I don't know if I will retain my moderator position for doing such a stupid thing, but either way, I will continue to strive for a better community, a better place for all as I always have.

Breaking my arm while falling off a skateboard has kept be back another week from coming clean. I had to have surgery and screws. The whole process took a week.




And here's just a pic of what I got up too in the holidays.


For all those who I mislead and even said prayers for me, whether or not I had cancer their thoughts and prayers helped me to overcome dozens of personal obstacles and battle problems with my life.

Once again, Just finishing with another call for forgiveness.

“Do not brood over your past mistakes and failures as this will only fill your mind with grief, regret and depression. Do not repeat them in the future.”
Swami Sivananda
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Werner.

 

Lol cancer.

 

Welcome back. Shame about the whole sister thing... lol

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I guess it all lead to this though. Time to get her grounded.

 

Werner..what the hell.

So DG was in on this also..?

You are pretty awesome, however i doubt faking your death was needed to get off of sythe. Get a grip man, and get a life.

 

Shit.. I'm glad I was still banned when this happened, but Werner I haven't talked to you in a while. Welcome back I guess.

 

The quality of mod that this community is left with...

 

I wasn't planing to pretend to die, a troll turned into an opportunity and I figured I just took the easy way out. I wasn't up for another going away thread and stuff.

Who are you to judge?

 

Welcome back mate

 

Haha! /troll was successful <3

 

I guess welcome back. I think you shouldn't joke around with these kind of matters because they are very serious. Im glad that you have overcome life obstacles.

 

Successful troll is successful.

If anyone is going to have a bitch about this then they need to look at their own life. It's just the internet so it doesn't bother me much hahah, good to see your back, it was getting rather boring without you.

 

Cancer/no Cancer it doesn't matter. This is the internet and nobody cares about you.

No need to feel ashamed or anything.

 

I never believed you, but when you never kept posting I got slightly worried. I am glad you are not dead.

 

You staged your own death to troll someone on the Internet? Three words; LOL.

 

I knew it was a troll thats why I didnt feel sorry for you. Its not a common thing anouncing you have cancer, on a gaming forum.

 

Agreed.

Get a life mate, especially joking about cancer, etc.

 

Who am I not to judge based on my moral opinions in a free society. Going against a moral code shade by society deserves punishment. It is humanities social order, a construct to prevent from people acting outside said moral code.

 

Figured you were kidding since your original thread was over a year ago and then all of a sudden you posted one in the spam forum. I was thinking, WTF? Anyways, welcome back.
/Win

 

Let me get the link of me saying I saw you sign into MSN.