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- Sythe Gold
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So 2 years ago i used to be very fat and i lost alot of weight and became very lean and gained alot of muscle naturally so this winter i decided to "bulk" and i gained alot of fat and the thing is i keep trying to cut down again after 1-3 weeks i go back to the unhealthy food it happends at night like i can't control myself i'm not overweight like alot overweight i'm actually 180 pounds and 5'10 i used to be 160 pounds but i gained 20 pounds in 3 months and i know if i keep going i'm gonna ruin my life but i really have problems controlling myself i have days when i consume over 10,000 calories easly and days over 15,000 i really am depressed it's starting to take over my social life and getting my thinking about going on steroids to cut down i know that would be very idiotic at the age of 17.
Anyone who has had this before or knows what to do i've tryed everything, i need to get strong minded again it seems i'm lacking alot in motivation.
Anyone who has had this before or knows what to do i've tryed everything, i need to get strong minded again it seems i'm lacking alot in motivation.


