Depressed

waste of a thread and brings back memories

 

Nothing is worth ending your life for.
Depression sucks, but you have to try to cope with it, see a doctor if you can.
There are times on life when one gets down in the dumps, but remember that things can only get better when they are at their worst.

If you can (I would try), use your depression as an excuse to move, really play I it with the guy who changes lunch for you. Get your friends involved too if you can.

Right now I have to go to work, but I'll speak to you when I get back

 

I am sorry for reading this, honestly, this is just an obstacle in your life. You gotta be strong and prove yourself that beside all these terrible things happening you can still success.


I like reading quotes so I will leave you some that might help you with this:

"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start now and make a brand new ending"

"The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us."

"It's always too early to quit."

"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of overcoming."


Dont let those bad things consume you.. You shouldn't even be thinking of suiciding! Just think about the great things that are waiting for you in the future.

And the main reason why you shouldn't do that is:

Because beside of all the terrible things that you might be experiencing, there will always be the people that cares for you and will feel very sad to see you go

 

Never let those thoughts get to you man, think about all the good stuff in life to live for in your future AND in your present. Also think about how your mom loves you (she obviously does otherwise she wouldnt be apologizing to you like that), suicide is never the answer. Have you tried talking to her about what makes you moody and fixing it? I suggest you try to also talk to the school psychologist + ask if he/she can help you get in the right period with your friends, sometimes they can.

 

from the looks of your schedule you do nothing but be cooped up in buildings all day.
Release some stress, id suggest working out or going for a run because itll make you feel better and release all the endorphines you have in your body.
Take some personal time, dont feel the need to study or do homework every available second.
Being not tired; Working out will exhaust your body (and mind) and will most likely help you sleep at night.
If your mom feels of no help suggest going to see a theripest.
I saw one for 2 years and it honestly helped me alot.
But like those above me said, nothing is worth ending your life for. And take that from someone whose tried multiple times to end it and is still here today.