Am I Possessed?

What you are about to read is completely true and serious, its not a joke.

Well it was midnight and I decided to ask the devil to possess me within my head jokingly(Don't ask me why, because I have no idea myself), and when I feel asleep during my slumber I woke up but still sleeping with my eyes shut and I had horrible dreams of myself being carried throughout a house with a rope tied to my foot and I would try to wake up and everytime I would get ready to yell HELP ME~! so my family would come but everytime I would fall back asleep without having enough might to scream help.

It happend over and over and over until I woke up from one of the dreams and fell back asleep and then my body started racing, and it wasnt my heart its within my head and its like a pulsating rythim like a heart beat but its not my heart beat and it gained speed every second and I woke up as fast as I could creeped out of my mind. I woke up and looked around my room and was afraid to turn on my light because its at the end of my bed but I screamed try and get me mother fucker! and turned on the light and stayed awake the rest of the night. I told my parents the next morning and they all think im crazy.

For the past 2 months every like 10 days the pulsating part happens and every time I let it go on for longer to see what will happen, im afraid if I let it go on for to long I will die or go into a coma

I decided to post here to see if this has ever happend to anyone else and to almost keep record if anything happens to me

 

shit like that used to happen to me when i was younger and its so realistic and scares the shit out of you. it went away tho.


tell your parents you need to speak with a doctor and ask him what to do.

 

Or you could just stop thinking about it and it will go away.

There is no such thing as possession, just what the mind believes/wants.

 

I've thought about it but the doctor will think im crazy and put me through a bunch of tests through my therapist and they will make me take more pills which cause me to not be myself at all, and the pills im on make me commit crimes and do things I dont want to do, maybe its the pills im on? but i've confronted my therapist and she doesnt beleive me and basically thinks that im crazy and that even if it was real that the ends justify the means

 

I guess but everytime I seem to forget about it, it happens again! and then the nights I think about it, then it never happens

 

When I sleep on my side I can sometimes hear my pulse in my ear. It's not like your regular pulse since the blood has traveled a greater distance and the difference between highs and lows is greater, so it sounds a lot faster.

 

Just forget about it, and also, I get those ear pulses

 

hopefully thats it, thanks!

 

hopefully thats it, thanks!

 

hopefully thats it, thanks!

 

hopefully thats it, thanks!

 

WOW wtf, how did it enter like 4-5 times!? please dont infract me I have no idea how that happend

 

maybe your tripping of something. i think stuff like that happened to me cause someone laced my weed with pcp or something.

 

Yea, I get them too. Only realistic experience I've had is when I was about 8 and it was storming and this WAS real and I WAS not asleep and was NOT on any medication at the time. Suddenly I heard a bolt of lighting, my room door shut and a man was standing their in kind of a 1950's detective suit but he had no leg's it was just that long coat and fedora with just these two red eyes and it only appeared for about a second and a half and suddenly my door was open and it was all gone. I never forgot it and I remember it PERFECTLY.

 

They're called nightmares. If you think this is a serious problem, talk to a therapist.