Alone

Yeah, pretty much as the title goes. Well things arent really going to well in my life. My past relationships within the last year have started amazing but ended up horrible. Not much more to say besides being dumped. Kind of a bad feeling when you give someone you care about alot and in return get nothing. Im not really interested in looking for a relationship due to the way the last one ended. Also alot of stress during school . Just struggling to keep my grades up. Also my parents arent doing too good aswell due to my moms recent health problems. Everythings just a big cluster ball of stress to be honest and I know theres others with much worse problems but it isnt the way things should have been. I honestly don't want to think about it but in the end its all I ever think about. Any way on how to just boost up my enthusiasm towards life in general ? Cus basically my situation is " Happy on the outside , but inside depressed " .

 

I do not see why everyone is hell bent on being in a relationship when only crap comes from them. Nontheless you should be by your families' side throughout your mother's sickness, and get in the groove of moderating your school work. Meaning if you are passing one class pretty well and you have a test in that particular class and in another class that you are not doing so hot in, you should solely study for the class that you are not doing so good in.

Back to relationships.. Huge controversy over which gender is better and all that, but we are all equal (we die). If you are in a relationship that is stressing you out to the point that it affects how you are with others, end it. There are plenty more people out there, and the more you date the closer you will get to finding one that does not stress you out constantly. Hope this helps in the slightest.

 

Try giving your mom some support through her sickness. Is it college school work, or High school? Everyone needs some time for themselves. Go out and have a good time. Do things that are fun for YOU. It's more than likely not going to get rid of the thoughts you have with your moms recent sickness and school work(for the most part) It sould give you time to clear your head, and help you keep your sanity. The last thing you want is to end up with chronic depressed, because it would be all downhill quick from that point.

The relationship part can sting for a while, but things will get better. There is too much life to live, rather then waste it thinking about a person that things did not work out with. It might not feel that way now, but it can get better. Live life, for you.

 

thank you both, this definitely did help . I will start looking at life more positively instead of negatively.