Addictions/Withdrawl?

[Zerkerfist]

I just read your story and your been threw alot. Good to get it off your chest? For everything your been threw it's make you so much of a tuffer person and I'm sure alo more mature.

untill you hit rock bottom You wont realise what your doing and then start to turn things around. (not saying you havnt just for other)
Just keep reminding yourself that everytime your realise what your doing/ almost talk to yourself and start workin shit out your a step closer
And every step makes it so much easier.

When I fitrst commented I thought you were just getting into it. I've been told by a few friends and bother friends I'm a old man haha when ever I see them starting to smoke or any drug I always like to point out beig hooked to it is shit haha I'm all for drugs if used rightly and you can control it.
Most people dont realise there partly addicted, for over 5 years I couldn't go out partying without a bag full of E and speed lol and a he'll alot of drinking.
Thankfully most of that is behind me, I feel no need to take anythig unless I want to. I still have pain killer sleeping tables acid and a few bickies at home but never touch unless the time is right( very rare)


Also I think drinking is so much worse then people think, I'd almost put it up with the hard drugs(I've had alot of family die, all the fights and broke up family's. I'm so glad my old man doesn't drink) pots is as bad as caffeine lol

Well thanks for taking the time to read, and to listen When I first came to Sythe I just intended on doing business, and then I began to explore the whole site. Before long, I found the personal support forum and I began to search out of curiousity to see if there were any other people like me on Sythe. And thats when I found this thread And I have to say man, getting all these things off my chest makes me feel 1000x better, and just helps me to understand and accept the things I have been through. I am part of a few supports groups that I attend regularly and they encourage you to talk about your addiction and share stories of wisdom, courage, understanding and learning. And thats what I like to do on Sythe aswell. There are some fantastic people on this website, and some very unique minds and opinions, and I am truly humbled when I get to share my story here and recieve feedback and support from all you guys. It really means alot to me.

This thread is amazing how it exposes how many different experiences people have had with drugs. Although this thread focuses on the negative aspects of drugs, I believe just like you that drugs can be used safely and recreationally under the right circumstances. But for many people this is simply impossible. And I am one of those people.

It is great hearing everyones experiences who post in this thread and share their own story, as you don't have to be a full blown addict to have had drugs impact your life in a negative way. We all have many things in common, and this thread is a great place to share the wisdom, offer each other support, and reach out to one another to teach and listen. Thankyou for taking and interest in this thread and for offering your support and your knowledge. I appreciate it very much