I think it's time to quit. When you can't make up the decision on your own, yet it's painfully obvious, then I think quitting is the best answer. Wasting your time on this site is such a cut-down from reality if you have so much going for you, especially college to worry about! You wouldn't want to throw away what you already had going for you in the first place. So in my personal opinion (which is pretty blatant) quitting is the best answer for someone who feels wasted, cheated, lied to, and hurt. Just try to remove everything from your computer that reminds you of this game and you should be able to come back to the computer without the need to play it again.