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1337Neo · Nov 15, 2010

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Post: I feel so trapped.
Forum: Personal Support & Assistance
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Posted by: Trapped...
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I can't stand living with foster kids anymore. The little girl my mom currently has beats my mom up all the time and picks on me and screams throws things and I do my best to keep my cool but she's a ten year old in a 16 year old body.

She has multi personality's. Her grandpa sexually abused and beat her on a daily basis so sometimes she'll say she's her grandpa and that's when all hell breaks loose.

I constantly have to go to my bedroom and close the door with my dog and cat inside because she'll try to break their paws or hurt them. She's nuts and mentally unstable. Only reason why she's still with us is because my mom loves her and knows there is a little girl inside there that has so much potential and she just can't let her go.

If my mom did let her go, the foster agency said she'll be put into a mental patient hospital where she'll stay until she gets better. Which is one of the reasons why my mom wants to keep her.

She's currently under no medication and my mom is currently fighting for her to be evaluated but it's hard because she puts on a show for strangers where is so innocent and nothing is wrong with her. So when she does have an attack we have to get her in the car and take her to the children's hospital some how which is 100% of the time unsuccessful because she will punch you out.

It's currently 6:39 PM, she's down stairs fighting my mom about something I don't know of. I can hear my mom in the background of my music saying "stop hitting me, don't touch me". I sit here and do nothing because that's all I'm allowed to do.

I'm seventeen and I cry myself to sleep every night because I don't want to wake up in the morning. I just want to evaporate.
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