So

I'm sorry that i have been a asshole to almost the whole sythe community. It's just that my life is falling apart. I'm 19 years old and currently a unemployed lifeguard and have to work at a Walgreens. All my friends ever did was come to my house and free load off of me and i got tired of that shit.

So I guess Karma was a bitch and some thugs broke into my car stole my fucking Ipod Touch broke both my windows (125$ each) Stole my portable stereo and left.

Then my fucking birthday passes by and i don't get shit from anyone. Not even a simple Happy B-day. No Cake. No cards. No love

So sorry blade bro and whoever else i pissed off i didn't mean to but I'm still in a pissed of mood.

So bye

 

Lol "My life is falling apart"
You have somewhere to live.
You have a job.
You have or may not have siblings.
You have a computer.


Your life is not that bad compared to others....

 

Yea but i don't have no one.

No one to play video games with
No one to talk to

No one to do anything with



Except for my work

When asshole customers come and pay in fucking pennies.

 

Gosh I hate that too.

OT: Happy belated birthday!!
Really sorry to hear about all the things going on in your life. I know it's tough to be happy when you can't get the small happiness that we often take for granted. Such as having someone that truly cares for us. I did some volunteer work at a Senior Citizen Center over summer few years back, and I will never forget what an old man once told me. We were sitting in car delivering means to some people, and he told me "When you think you're having a bad day, count your blessings. There are many people who are much more less fortunate than you are". I will never forget his words. Every time I am feeling down, I remember his words and it cheers me up. I have been in your shoes and I know what it feels like to not have anyone to care for you, to talk to, or even worse, have friends that merely use you for their own benefits. Unfortunately, that's the way of life. If i hadn't been through all that, I wouldn't be the person I am today. Mostly, a good person. Just remember, "In order to have great happiness you have to have great pain and unhappiness - otherwise how would you know when you're happy?" ~Leslie Caron

 

we all fall apart bro, i've gone from athlete of the year in grade 10, to experimenting with every drug you can imagine then picking myself off the ground to getting athlete of the year in grade 12