My surgeon said i would've done less damage if i went 'down the street' not 'accross the road' so i don't know how true that statement is.
I've probably come closer than any of you guys, i didn't really plan on telling anyone other than 2 people but what happened ended up spreading out to everyone else. Just realised last night my friend said 'i told everyone else what happened'. I was like '............'. Five days in hospital - 13 stitches in my arm, more on the muscle (cut halfway through the muscle, but ofcourse i can't see how many are on it and i didn't ask so i don't know).
Anyway if you do it, i'd say shoot yourself, it'd be the easiest/quickest way. If i was you just keep living though, you never know you might win the lottery in a couple years, i'd wait till your at least 25 - 30 before you re-consider. Also kill lots of people at the same time, so that your name will be remembered for a big masacre, thats my plan.