First of all I just wanted to apologize to both JohnG and KMJT for posting on his feedback thread, the person who DID post underneath me felt the same way as I did and so I asked him to post underneath me to show support that not only I feel that way about his mod'ing.
This may be TL;DR but I'd actually appreciate it if you could take the time to read it, sure I'm a little sensitive to insults but you need to understand when you receive it from almost everyone it does effect me a little, I don't care for the odd thread here and then calling me a faggot or something, or insulting my thread titles, or hell call me man if you'd really like I'm not bothered, Govind himself even PM'ed me saying he knows I'm a girl so whether or not others want to jump on the band wagon it's up to them, although it shouldn't matter what gender I am, I've never seen anyone gain this much hate besides for Elena and well, look she left.
Yesterday Govind's thread was nothing but a joke and I understand that, but I've had people attacking me constantly for the past week+ and I guess all my emotion just came out in that thread. I don't want any kind of "special treatment" or "recognition" all I want is to be a little bit respected, I understand this is the SF but even Marrow saw that I was just being attacked more than any normal user. A lot of you who DO insult me on those threads don't even know me before calling me a "shemale" "tranny" etc..
@NikoRS - I actually have nothing against you, and I apologize if me saying stuff about your TWC upsets you, as I said in another post I'm sure you're actually an alright guy and I'll stop with pointing it out.
@Candrin(Sorry not sure how to spell your name) - Ever since I said to you, that you were a little annoying on skype with how much you used to message me you started all this hatred towards me? I don't think I've done anything but ask you to take it down a notch with the messages, sorry if that made you upset.
@ASAP - I don't see what your big problem with me is, I was nice to you at first but every. single. time. you try and speak to me, EVEN if it's on skype you end up insulting me, even in Sythe's le kingdom game you couldn't hold yourself back for a second, I'm all for a joke but you just don't know when to stop.
If anyone else has some "personal" beef with me, please let me know either here, PM or skype and I'd love to sort it out, I understand this is the SF but some of the attacking's just go WAY too far and seem way too personal..
Calling other people a "white knight" just because they're defending me just makes yourself seem like you have no friends, if you cancel out my gender they're just somebody protecting their friend, wouldn't you do the same if they were being attacked? Also Marrow did exaggerate, I never cried over anything on Sythe, things have hurt a lot because I try and do a lot and be nice to everyone and it just ends up backfiring on me.
So yeah, go ahead and say tl;dr or op is a faggot, or anything else, or be mature and work with me on this, I KNOW this is the SF I've said it many times, and I CAN take a joke, but the constant hate threads really need to stop and I'd actually really appreciate it because it's gotten to the point where I don't even feel wanted on Sythe anymore, I don't feel the need to help the community, I may not do a lot, but I try.
Those who actually did defend me in the previous threads, like Divica, Shea, AmitZ, Lame123, I really appreciate it.
Also Aaroncat, you guys insult him so much when all he does is protect the one he loves and I'll never thank him enough for how much he sits there and just listens to me bitch about stuff like this.
