So, hi i guess. For the people that know about me having a break from sythe. I'm not back yet, I just need some help honestly.. I'm not feeling well in any aspect of life at all and i tought focussing on my irl and leaving sythe would help. Which it did, for a while. I'm now more depressed then ever and find myself wondering what to do, as in what to do in life. My school goes bad. The girl i love doesn't even care about me at all, at home i just sit and do nothing and i just don't get it all anymore. I feel tired, empty all day long and i just can't find the motivation to get up in the morning and start a new day. On the weekends i find myself going to sleep early and staying in bed as long as possible just so the days go by quicker. I don't have the feeling of being needed anywhere and i feel like i have nothing to gain/offer anything. Even in graphics i'm empty. No inspiration, no ideas. I used to be full of them, i used to love drawing etc. Now i just want nothing.. I'm just feeling so so sad all the time and honestly, i'm crying inside every single second of the day. I try to hide it, i preted hyper active and happy at school so no-one notices. I'm not even sure why i'm posting this here. I just need help..
