It happens to the best of us... I always used to be in a constant state of getting cleaned and rebuilding, anywhere from 500m to 10b lol. It's the only fun thing in rs honestly.
But sorry to hear about your loss. You can rebuild, I believe in you! haha.
It's basically the same thing honestly. Both have percentage chances of winning. OP, I know its hard to know when to quit as you seem like you are on a roll and the like, but you have to quit when you're ahead.