It's a long story. Trust me - it's fucking long and I don't have the time to explain everything. But basically, my girlfriend broke up with me over, like, a month ago. She texted me a few days later saying "ohh I don't know if that was the right choice. I miss you I wanna give you another chance bla bla" then 3 weeks later she texts me again saying "I know I promised we would talk about this and I'd give you another chance but it's best we go our own ways! bla bla".
Like, ok? Whatever.
In the beginning I was sooo sad. I would have done anything for that other chance. Anything to hold her again and get things back to how they were.
But now - fuck that. All I want to do is get over her. BUT I FUCKING CAN'T!!
Everything in my life is basically great. I have a great job that pays well. I have good friends and I'm really pushing myself in my education. My family life is great and I'm living well. Ever since my ex broke up with me too, I've been going to the gym with my friend and it feels amazing to work out and look better/get healthier.
So, why the fuck does my ex still bother me so much? I've "No contact"ed her as much as I can. Deleted her from fb - all her friends too. I deleted her phone number. Got rid of all her photos and everything that has to do with her but no matter what I feel like absolute shit most of the time just by simply getting reminded of her.
Ugh it fucking sucks so bad. I don't know what to do. We dated for 3 months btw.
