Why did i write this?

When i was 11 i didn't realise i was suffering from myopia. Everything was blur. Faces that i saw seemed perfect as i couldn't see the flaws like pimples and marks. Soon though, i got a pair of glasses and i could see everything clearly. I started to see the flaws, the acne, the pimples. At the same time, i could see clearly the beautiful and sharp features of other fellow beings.

Sometimes, i feel, it's not best to see 'clearly' in life. Sometimes it's better to know, or just witness part of it.

Yet, if everything is a blur, will you be able to see the greatest things clearly? Will you be able to see the real side of the 'bad' person?

I really don't know why i wrote this. I am feeling lost in life now and this just came to me. It's like im in an identity crisis. i don't know. My life is weird and funny.

it's not like im depressed or something. i'm just feeling real messed up and unclear.

 

What?

As always, it is better to judge a person from who they are on the inside rather than what you see on the outside; for hundreds of years now, people have been more interested in what is on the outside; exterior beauty regardless of what they act like underneath.

If you are trying to find your identity, don't go by societies standards of trying to get popular and the like, it will most likely screw you over in the end. Keep the friends that you have now close to you!

 

Well, I'd think that it's better to see something with clarity, and disregard it if necessary, than to see something that is tainted and blurry, and not know it exists.