Move out when you're the appropriate age.
You won't have to deal with such things and can treat yourself however.
Immature thoughts are immature thoughts, stay fitted.
I hate my life in every way, Im sick of my family I wish they would die and leave me alone, I no that wont happen so I really really want to kill my self.
No matter what anyone tells you, everyone has a purpose, and I can guarentee if you were given the gift of life, you have something to complete on your short time here on earth, don't kill yourself, it's never the solution, things may not seem easy at times, but believe it or not, there is someone out there who cares about you, and if you don't have that someone, feel free to PM me ANYTIME about ANYTHING, and I promise to give my honest opinions and advice on your situation, please don't kill yourself, there is enough death out there, and if your still alive, you haven't served your purpose, I hope you read this, and I hope it helps you, like I said, PM me if you ever need someone to talk to.