please add to my exisiting pardon

Hello faculty and members of Sythe,
As most of you know, I was banned a year and a half ago for selling a guide that I had previously sold the resale rights to. I had made a pardon request which received 5 supports in the initial stage but must have been denied in the second stage 6 months later. On my second pardon I once again received the initial support, but then that was the end of that. I am back because I would like to opportunity to reinstate my return to sythe. What stupid and irresponsible mistake I made, and I am truly sorry for it. I did not realize it at the time, but I know that I deserved to be punished for my actions, and now understand why there was no support on my pardon. I was foolish, and I have regret that day, May 11th, 2011, ever since, wishing it had never happened as it haunt me more than anything. I was trusted as a mod, to be an example, and I made the mistake of doing the exact thing I was hired to prevent. I let the community down, the moderating team, and worst of all, myself. Soon after my ban, I was contacted by a few people that I had ongoing trades with that were not finished including…
300M payment kerokerocola – He had loaned me the money from earlier that month and I still had owed him 75m (which back then was more than $1/m). Cfskiffingt1 was the mod that contacted me about it; the payment was made in full. Corey was very pleased with me that I paid my dues even though I was banned.
20M payment to JacobFuglyM – I had purchased a razer deathadder gaming mouse from his irl shop. He had already shipped the item when I got banned, I still made my payment. See thread: http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=1117293
http://img156.imageshack.us/img156/6100/gotmouse.png - screenshot from msn window, trade was complete, see date, that was after my ban.
If I meant to scam a $5.00 guide, I would not have went back to pay people $100 worth of gp that I still owed them, it makes no sense. I really wanted to clear my name and would mean the world to me if I still had the opportunity to do so. I was a very well-known member around the site, and a very helpful one at that and I would be always in debt if I were allowed to be back a part of a wonderful community. For me it was not about making money like some are here for, it is the friends I made and the people I helped and I would do anything to reconnect with those people and get back to being a valid and worthy part of the sythe community.
Since my ban last year, my life has changed drastically. I am now in college. I am going for a degree in physical education and will be finishing my associate’s degree at the end of this school year. I have met many people and my entire lifestyle of living has changed. I realize that a return to sythe would be just like starting a new school. I would have to overcome many things to be truly viewed as the person I was before. I’m not saying that it is going to be easy, but with this chance, I can prove to you that I can become the person you trusted naming a moderator on your site once again. Looking passed the bad times, remembering the good times, here is what I did during my time on sythe…
My history/contributions to the site:
• Over 2 years on the site (March 2009 – May 2011)
• Very active, would get on daily for hours at a time
• Only 3 infractions on my account, ever: 2 Spamming, 1 Ignoring the Stickies
• 5 months on the sythe staff – both the world of warcraft and market section
• Well over 100 vouches of successful trades (http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=721617)
• Never previously accused/reported for scamming
• Many helpful stickies created in the market and wow section (some of them have been re-written since my ban)
• Attempt to bring the wow community together in formation of a guild – took weeks of my time to create to have exactly what the community wanted (leaders, realm, faction, etc.)
• Donation to the site of $25.00 USD
I want to thank the staff of sythe for giving the option for people who have made these mistakes a chance to have this, thank you. I realize that you cannot change your past, what’s done is done. But I can still shape my future, and I want my future to be free of mistakes, especially one that disappoints all of those who trusted me and all of the people closest to me on that I had the opportunity of acquainting here on sythe. I am not a scammer; I am a human that made a mistake. Thanks for reading.
- Anthony | Pureown

 

I'd like to see it go to voting for further upper staff discussion.

 

I'm curious about how you first admit to reselling a guide, then you say "if I meant to scam a $5 guide...." doesn't that mean you're saying you didn't mean to sell the guide again?

Also I'd like to see PureOwns first pardon before making a decision on what way to vote.

 

add to - http://www.sythe.org/showthread.php?t=1488707

"I'm curious about how you first admit to reselling a guide, then you say "if I meant to scam a $5 guide...." doesn't that mean you're saying you didn't mean to sell the guide again?

Also I'd like to see PureOwns first pardon before making a decision on what way to vote."

I see how I could have confused you there. what i meant to say that immeadiatly following my ban i knew what i did was wrong. if i was scamming on purpose, would i really take the time to finish those transactions? I wanted to clear my name. i hadn't made any mistakes in the passed and i wanted to make sure i didn't make anymore...hope that clears it up better for you

 

I remember govind confronting you on msn an all you did was deny it until you finally realized he wasnt stupid enough to believe you and you confessed.

I believe I have vetoed your pardons as well (some of them)

I'll see if I can go find the others.

 

If you immediately knew what you did was wrong, why did you go about advertising your ban as "bullshit" or otherwise false and unwarranted on Spyike?

 

Yea, I'm just gonna say no support now.

 

After you were denied your last pardon, you went on Spyike and bashed Sythe and it's staff... no support.

 

please add the following to my existing pardon
http://www.sythe.org/showthread.php?t=1488707

"I remember govind confronting you on msn an all you did was deny it until you finally realized he wasnt stupid enough to believe you and you confessed.

I believe I have vetoed your pardons as well (some of them)

I'll see if I can go find the others."

Govind did contact me yes. and this is EXACTLY how it happened. He had contacted me about a copy of a guide i had sold after i sold the resale rights to. I did not remember the fact and when he showed my the guy's report that is when i did. the reason why i did not remember it was because he contacted me about the guide and i said no a dozen times because i had already sold the resale rights to them, i just sent him the guide, receiving no payment. and then he logged off. once i remembered that it happen i did indeed apologize and go back and prevent any further wrongs from happening. I remember my last pardon in May, it was not vetoed, i got the inital 5 supports and that was the end of it, it got moved t the upper lounge where i am guessing you guys did not see it fit for my return. i am truely sorry for what i had done. even if it means putting me on a probation with a market ban i don't care. i don't want to to end like this....

"After you were denied your last pardon, you went on Spyike and bashed Sythe and it's staff... no support."

No, no, no. i did not join the site to bash sythe nor did i bash sythe, I was asked about the ban almost right after it so of courser i was angry at first but i know now i did indeed deserve punishment....I went to the site because many of the sythe users were at the site and it was to remain in contact with them. and then after a while i stopped using the site completely. months later i go back on and the site was down...

"If you immediately knew what you did was wrong, why did you go about advertising your ban as "bullshit" or otherwise false and unwarranted on Spyike?"

I was angry like any other person. because i felt at the time that after i fixed the wrong that i should have been immeadiatly unbanned, which i now know would have been unfair, but i truly believe that i am well passed my punishment and i deserve a second chance. Corey, you know me better than anyone else after my ban... i was glad to make amends with the staff and paying my friend back. I want that opportunity to prove to you that i am not the person that made that mistake. i understand that as a staff member i was the last person to be making mistakes....but everyone makes mistakes. i lived up to to, accepted the punishment and waited the appropriate time. if you give me a second chance i know you will not regret it

 

You're lying. I've seen the posts, and you did indeed bash Sythe.org and its staff.

 

And on that note: No support.

 

On that note....Vetoed. Liars.. aren't welcome here....