bullet on my head

hey idk why i do this just maybe cause its a shit. im from venezuelan and for bad decisions im thinking about to take my life. the last weed my gf broke me. drunk i lost almost 900$ from other people(sounds funny im doing it for 900) and like the work here is like 150$ a month or 200. i have my phone with +40 calls. i dont want answer for the panic. idk what to do and im tired of all just want take all to the trash well i update it if i dont do or i can solve this in the few days

 

I'm gonna assume this is legit.
Venezuela helplines and hotlines
would be a resource to get through a crisis, maybe find local options for long-term help. Sounds like alcohol is a pretty big part of this right now - is there AA or similar in your area?

If you're considering ending your life, that's a valid concern. After a successful attempt, the WHY no longer matters.

 

its a continue of the thread. answering the guy im still alive. when i thinked my mom find me and we get help. i stopped my university and im still paying it. im good now, have a decent work but im safe now. prolly take anothers 2 months for pay it but its ok