I Hate this shit..

So today was my Cousin's 1st birthday, and well long story short I dont get along with that Side of my Family. But I went any way and No one said hello and no one said goodbye to me... I am So sick of all this bullshit in my life and well I have had enough.

I feel guilty because I just want to end it all right now...

 

Why would you want to end if all for just 1 side of cousins (family) who don't like you? What is the reason behind their hatred towards you? Is there any other problem in life that wanting you to "end" it all? or just the fact that your one side of family hate/don't like you?

 

Well I havnt talked to my mum in over 2 Years (Thats the Side I dont Like) And my dad's been over in england for the last year I live with my Garndmother...

 

Ask your Dad if you can come live with him if you don't like living with your Grandma, tell him you don't like living here.

Have you talked to your mum in two years? if not, why don't you call? I bet she loves you still.

 

No I dont want nothing to do with her, I like staying where I am, But I just want my dad to come home. I have been over there befor and just cold and wet....

 

Tell your dad to come home as your missing him and don't like the fact that he's not in your life much or at all. I don't why you say you want to "end" it all when you say, you like it where you are, don't want to have any contact with your mum. Is it because your dads not with you, is that why you want to "end" it all? Explain that to him, he would definitely come back for you.

 

I'd give you some bullshit advice that I think sounds great, but I'm going to just say what I think and what I would do.
Just stay away from them. If they ignore you like that, then they are missing out on a great person, all you're doing is going to a bunch of jack asses, leave them be an try and enjoy your life with the people that love you.

 

Thanks man.

Tbh Thats the best advice I could have gotten.