Can't enjoy anything?

I remember in 2009, I could play MW2 and have so much fun it was so addicting. Then I got bored at level 70, and mw2 just depressed me. At this point I was like 13, and I was depressed cause of bullying earlier but I could still enjoy things.

Now in 2010, I can't enjoy nothing.. im 15 and in 3 months ill be 16. It's like I haven't recieved pleasure from anything but masturbation just tired of this shit, I don't really have friends now because I have to make up my credits so I can't go to school .. so i dont go out or anything. i dont have a cell phone so i cant be in contact :\

I wanna start smoking weed to cure this bullshit, I used to smoke last year when I was 14 for like 7 months then I got caught lol

I'm always depressed and angry im sick and tired of it. My big brother just puts me down, and my mom doesn't really help at all she never goes anywhere fun literally.. she wont buy me anything fun either so thats out of the question. Oh and, I cant enjoy music.. i dont know why but i used to be able to -.- whats wrong with me? this sucks man.. this isnt life this is bullshit

edit; oh and, don't suggest a girlfriend.. I'm not good at that stuff :S never had one, never been in love. I have no idea what love feels like since no one gives it to me so I don't know..
im also insecure as hell, like the way i walk and everything.. the way i laugh i dunno but its like i pay too much attention to what i do and it makes it all worse. i need some serious therapy or something :\

 

My advice for you would be to just go outside. Whether its with or without friends, you need to get out of the environment your in. Take a walk, visit a park, sit by a lake and just kick back and enjoy the outdoors. When your ready you'll bump into somebody and kick up a conversation. Your pain will heal in time.

 

I agree with your last statement, you should seek some therapy of some kind, it can really do wonders with the problems you are facing. If this is not an option, maybe try telling your parents what you are going through, they should be willing to help you try and find some hobbies/interests. Hope this helps!

 

1.Step outside.
2.Say hi to people.
3.Get friends.
4.Hangout.
5.Live life?

 

I don't really have school, so how do I make friends.. I have to go to a credit retrieval program so I don't go out much. If I go outside.. what will I do :\ I don't think that will help my insecure feelings, I have a little bit of social anxiety

 

How did you get caught smoking weed??

 

You want to start smoking weed to cure this? Well you got some problems then if you think smoking weed is your way out of being bored...The world is not all computers and video games, go out and have a good time..Meet new people, go to the movies, go for a walk, go to the mall, go bowling, to the park, there is a million places you can go or do something.

As for the last thing you said about the girlfriend..I thought the same way as you, I really did and I didn't think one was going to come by for a long time if one even did..But I met this girl this year in my last year of high school and we have been together for 3 months and I am in love. Don't go out looking for one, she will just pop out of no where, just live life man.

 

go out and get slapped bro, learn what the real world is all about, i mean just go out man, therapy wont help you, it will just all be talk, and then at a later time you will just get depressed again coz you realized you just wasted your money to a doctor whos face just keeps poppin out of nowhere. what you need is a friend bro since your a teen right? ok heres what you do

1st. make friends with some kids/losers/etc. to start it off..yeah!
this is where you practice how you walk, you talk, you observe how to be not like them to be not a kid/loser/etc. however you call that.

2nd. as you get to know more people they introduce you around and as you practice the stuff, you get to meet the cool ones. hey dont get excited yet well get to that part later. now what you do is just be cool relax and chill. ofcourse you get bullied right or whatever, start haning out with them and prevent what your kids/losers friends does to make you not look like uncool.

3rd. anyway as you start drinking booze with them, do crazy stuff, no girls yet coz youre still a newcomer. there are times that you cant prevent showing or being what you got used to being an insecure, nobody, depressive type of guy. so there you go you screw it up. well wth just dont do it again thats part of being a newcomer. ok but hey never act cool ok coz that will just make you look stupid. just be yourself but prevent those stuff your kids/losers friend's does and it will make you just fit right.

4th. ok now lets say you get into a fight with someone alright, you got to fight with this rich cool guy. lets just say we make this as an opportunity for you to get your rank up, ok coz you cant use money to get you to the top since you said your poor right, ok heres what we do, imagine all the things that had happened to you before, all the bad things, your brother, your sister your step mom, etc. then chill and forget about them for a sec, now your a guy without a fear, relaxed and ready to kick the shit out of people who had better life than yours before!(be sure you visit the gym every once in awhile before attempting this)ok so the the fag gave you a sucker punch while your mind was still relaxed floating and chilling, but you evade it while imagining that your step mom was about to hit you. woah nice!= ] then you follow up with hard hit combo mom, dad, bro, sis, sis bro, life, sucks, suicide, girlfriend, with an overkill killing spree! yea. damn

5th. ok now you are a forum addict/pro. one of the cool guys now. it's the girlfriend part for you now, but I'll just continue later. since my back really hurts now.

so basically man you just need some excitement in your life. your a teen bro
when you get old. you wont be able to this kind of stuff anymore. coz you will have a family by then, it would be too much trouble for your wife and kids if that would be the time you start all the crazy things in life. i mean dont do illegal stuff like stealing, drugs etc. coz you might just end up in jail. and you wouldnt like that, thats how your story end after all your sufferings as being a teen. so anyway thats just what i wanted to say. this is really a true advice ok im not kidding here. its up to you on how you handle it in the real world.

 

you need to go to psychologist docotr！

 

You only live once: don't waste it on games.

 

Expose yourself to the outside world. Take a walk, breath some fresh air. That will do you good and hopefully it can cure your situation. If this doesn't change anything, better go for a therapy or something.

 

Nah bro don't smoke weed, it's the stupidest drug ever. I'd suggest XanaX VARS/Benzodizapines. But if pills are too much for you, just smoke cigarettes and drink tons of vodka.

 

^ this is a horrible suggestion, you can die from taking too many pills or drinking too much. If you do decide to use drugs the help you're problems, which I dOnt suggest, smoke weed

 

Are there any types of sports/physical activities that you're interested in? If so, sign up for a team or whatever suits you. That way you'll meet people who you have common interests with, and that'll make it easy to be friends with them.

I know it sounds hard to you, but you need to get out and meet people. It's not as hard as you think, and once you do it, you'll be glad you did, trust me.

 

It sounds as though you need to subject yourself to an overhaul of life. It is time to celebrate your existence and seek out an artistic outlet that is going to prove both hedonistically satisifying but also personally fulfilling. At your age, it is of considerable importance that you become as socially adept at possible - failure to become socialized will invariably lower the quality of your life and potentially cause you problems later in life. I understand that joining clubs and classes, for example, are prospectively daunting, but you can become more social and make new friends as well as gaining an artistic outlet if you were, for example, to join a class teaching something that you haven't tried before and would consider doing, such as crafting or pottery.

It is important that you don't overlook the signs of advice at this crossroads in your life. I do not seek to scare you, but rather motivate you to act, and act you must in order to learn to enjoy life. If your predicament is as dark as you have presented it, you are surely open to new possibilities and methods as to how you might lift yourself from the deep and wizened earth which appears to have pulled you under its surface.

 

Get into the society somehow, tell you're mum you feel really despressed, and dont use drugs, it does make you happier at the moment, but when that feeling is over, its gotten worse.

 

I agree with The people who have suggested going outside. It can be a wonderful way to clear your mind. I would also reccommend hanging out with people. or joining a team, any team will do, but it's social and hopefully you can find something you like. one great team I know of is the United States Marine Corps. They are pretty awesome. maybe join the ROTC?

 

I am not into Drugs/Smoking in any way, but Cigarettes are even worse then Weed to be quite honest.

OT: Don't do anything stupid that you'll regret in the future. (Don't smoke whatsoever).

 

I feel the same as your title today, just built a new gaming computer and have absolutely nothing to do. I need some friends, but like everyone else born in the technological era I'm somewhat socially awkward.

 

Obviously either trolling, or very ignorant.

Weed makes almost anything enjoyable. I suggest trying it.
Although it's somewhat sad resorting to drugs to fix your problems lol.

You can try doing different things, or doing things you currently do DIFFERENTLY.