Just a hand job?

You asked for a handjob after you took a piss, EPIC.
Edit: i think im zoning in on your problem.

 

You should not ask her to do that..Maybe while you two were making out to sorta hint it like slowly move her hand toward there or something..But asking will just make it awkward for her and now she probably felt really awkward.

 

Just say your really sorry and you didn't respect her and its all her fault

 

Why is it all her fault? Poor little girl, lol.

 

OP appears immature. It's these kinds of things that actually get between people and cause them to break up. I just laugh at it really - if you were serious about her you wouldn't be bothered by WHEN you have sexual encounters as such things come naturally later on. You would want to be there for her, not for your own immature reasons.