One of the strangest days

I don't want to bore people by droning on, but I've had one of the strangest days ever, I don't know whether I'm still shocked, I don't know.

Basically, I have a best friend (lets call her Stacey for privacy), and another close friend (lets call her Paige).

I was at a party on Saturday, both Stacey and Paige were there, I was kissing Paige, Stacey saw us and got very upset, not just because we were drinking but she was genuinely heartbroken. She wouldn't tell me what was wrong, and when I went into college today, Stacey told me she was upset because I was kissing Paige.

At first I thought it was because Stacey liked me, that wasn't the case at all, she told me she had been dating Paige since November last year, and that nobody knew except for themselves and two other friends (who aren't close very much), and she was upset because Paige kissed me.

I just found out both my best friends are gay together and they didn't tell me for months, I couldn't get my head around it, I'm not attracted to Paige it was just a spur of the moment thing. I've never been so confused in my life, I can't explain how strange the feeling is, I'm kind of happy for them but I'm mostly upset they didn't tell me, I thought I meant more to them than that.

Now their relationship is official, Stacey has told her parents and they're fine with it.

 

You're just going to have deal with it, I don't have strong advice other than that, I'd be shocked if my best friends were gay, but give it time and you'll be fine with it and everything will be back to normal.
If "Stacey" has a problem just say what you said here, it was a spur of the moment thing and you were drinking.

 

double post?

 

I can honestly tell you that this is a rare thing to happen.

I can understand you thought you meant more to them, and just because they didn't tell you, doesn't mean they don't.

Sometimes admitting you are different, (not neccesarily gay) can be a great difficulty, don't feel like you were left out or that they don't care, if she told you, it's because she trusted you, and trust me I've had wierder days >.>;.


Anyway if you ever wanna talk about anything, just PM me, I'm more then happy to talk and listen .